Евгений Сергеевич Мешков
Simple Truths of Life
Going a little further, I decided to say hello to people who were sitting on a bench by Katya’s house. I only remember a strong man who was without a shirt. His skin was tanned. For some reason, I did not notice them when I was looking at new buildings.
And so, I said hello and… here I realized that my voice was female!
Then, going further, I greeted someone sitting on a bench near Ira’s house. My voice was still female!
I looked down my body to see if it was also female. I do not know why, but I was wearing a lot of clothes, considering that it was, apparently, the summer. Perhaps I could see the outlines of small breasts, and it may well be that the femoral part was also wider than the “usual” that I see in the real self. I do not remember if in the lucid dream I touched “my female breasts” – words that I never thought I would ever be uttering…
Now I was at Vladik’s house, and then Marina came out. She was very glad to see me and rushed to hug me. Realizing that this is a dream, we started… kissing on the lips. My friend did not oppose this at all, and I had the thought that I had been in a male body, everything would have been completely different… I think that it soon became clear that Marina was married and I dismissed all thoughts about sex with her? I do not remember exactly the details.
Then came Vladik, whom I modestly hug with my hand around his back, patting his shoulder blade slightly. Apparently, both Vladik and Marina were adolescents.
In the lucid dream, I knew that Marina knew me, but in the girl’s body, for a long time, and we were friends… well, or girlfriends, given the unusual situation of my body in that lucid dream.
With our hands around each other’s backs, Marina and I went along the road towards the chapel. We were talking about something.
Soon, I remembered to ask Marina to remember “3 6 9” and write these numbers to me in a message on VK when she wakes up. I asked her to repeat what I had told her, but, jokingly, she gave a different number. I think I asked her to remember my words again.
Having passed the house of Yana, we stopped, and after talking about something I mentioned to Marina, who was already standing a meter and a half away from me, that we are currently in a lucid dream. I think I expected surprise from her, but she was not at all surprised to hear this.
As far as I remember, at that time I already had my own male voice – I do not know at what moment the change took place.
Perhaps the conversation continued and it may well be that we went further, since the next thing that I remember, we were already at the chapel.
I do not know why it got dark on the street, as if it was already dusk – either clouds covered the sky, or it was just evening.
If I remember correctly, Marina gave me the choice to go to Natasha, or continue our journey to another part of the village. I wanted to go to Natasha, and I had the thought that I wanted to try to have sex in a lucid dream – with Natasha or Marina, and maybe with both, I do not remember; also at that moment I remembered Marina’s marriage, which for some reason suddenly ceased to be a barrier – was it the fact that it was just a dream, even if it was lucid, that I decided to play naughty and see what happens?
We went through the gate and passed the first house, when suddenly from an indefinite direction an alarming, unpleasant and unique sound began to be heard. I had never heard that sound before. Marina immediately stopped me and exclaimed that this sound means danger. I agreed with her, and we went back. The sound died down as we left and completely disappeared when we were already beyond the fence.
I think we went in the direction of turning to the farm, and I told Marina that I need to meet people like her more often in lucid dreams, people who know something about dreams and can teach me.
The dream disappeared and I woke up.
A long time, I was thinking that while one of our psychic bodies is immortal, the other is born and dies simultaneously with the physical body and, accordingly, also has an effect on how we see and feel ourselves in our new physical body.
I remembered these thoughts, since when in my unusual lucid dream I was in a girl’s body, psychologically I could feel a slight difference in her thinking and worldview coming from her female body – she really felt like a girl, and not like a man in a girl’s body, but at the same time my previous thoughts about how we all think like people remain valid. It is also important to note that at one time I clearly sensed that that girl liked guys.
I thought after that dream that this mortal psychological body might have something to do with why women like men and men like women. But then I thought about animals, who consist of only 3 bodies. Can animals, in addition to a physical and physiological body, also have a psychological body (which is not the psyche of a person)? If not, then there must be another reason why in nature creatures are drawn to the opposite sex…
Why could I even feel in my lucid dream what it is like to be a girl who likes guys, while I am a guy of traditional sexual orientation, and I am more than happy with being a man? People do actions based on the knowledge they have; therefore, I would assume that data (knowledge), that were temporarily recorded in me in that dream, played a role here.
Here I remember how we preview our lives with our Higher Self, and then the material knowledge gained is erased from our soul. Perhaps, during such dreams, the necessary data is written into one of our psychological bodies, for example, and then erased? I do not think that data is written into the soul, since knowledge from the soul can be erased only in the River of Oblivion, and this happens when you do not have a physical body and you are with your Higher Self. Why a psychological body? Because sex drive refers, in part, to psychology, to how we see the world and its various details – knowledge also plays a primary role here.
Here we must also remember that the soul is not the only immortal human body. It may well be that other mortal and immortal bodies can also store knowledge and data that our intellect can use. The psyche, for example, is part of the soul, and, apparently, data can also be stored in it, which remains and passes with us into the next lives.
Here we can also touch on the topic of homosexuality. Thao said that a homosexual is a neurotic. I have always been of a traditional sexual orientation, but I think that because of my childhood homosexual experience due to ignorance in conjunction with the neurosis, I sometimes felt strange urges to get slightly aroused when I saw handsome guys.
Having knowledge from Thiaoouba, I immediately realized what was happening, and, like in the case of planetophobia and the vision of “It,” I simply took these urges for what they were – for the logical consequence of my nervous state – and I removed them. I was not afraid of this condition and did not try to forget about it or “run away” from it – it is important to understand that the problem can be eliminated only with complete openness to it and acceptance of its real existence. As a result, I no longer have these symptoms when I see beautiful people of my gender.
I will return to the topic of homosexuality at the end of the book, but for now I want to draw your attention to what you may have already noticed yourself. In my lucid dream I felt like a girl who liked guys, and yet at the same time she happily kissed a girl. This… contradiction is important.
This lucid dream also led me to realize that in my previous lucid dream, where I was at school, I was still a young man of smaller stature than I am now. In that first long lucid dream, I did not pay attention, but as I recall, I had to raise my head up to look at adults in “my” apartment, and when schoolchildren of short stature, who were no more than 13 years of age, approached me on the street , their eyes were at the level of mine. Most likely throughout all that lucid dream I was a child of short stature, but since I was still in my “familiar” body, I had no reason to try to examine it.
It is very interesting how in lucid dreams we can be in different bodies that feel very realistic.
As for the unusual monotonous sound that signaled danger, I feel that the danger came from my thoughts about sex with friends, and not from what or whom we could meet if we went further to the house. That is, even in lucid dreams, you should not commit bad deeds, and even more so crimes. Perhaps this refers to the fact that our psyche, and maybe our soul, will still absorb bad, negative data from our actions in lucid dreams which can be negatively manifested in real life when this negative data will contribute to our committing errors.
If you are interested, no one wrote me “3 6 9”. It is logical to assume that all people in lucid dreams are simply “robots” that exist to create a specific story – something like an animated film where it is difficult to distinguish a real person from a person created in 3D.
Is it possible that different people may be in the same dream? If my thoughts that lucid dreams are created from very small particles that exist in the Universe are correct, then it may well be. We need more serious scientific research in this area.
What I have little doubt is that dreams do not occur in the imagination, since having my experience with fantasies, I can say that dreams, unlike the imagination, are clearly “felt” – albeit not in the same way as what we reality feels like to us. For this reason, I am again inclined to believe that dreams are created from small particles.
Let me remind you that the Superior Intelligence, being a pure spirit, decided to create the physical world precisely in order to be able to feel it with the help of a special creature – human (Thao speaks about this when she tells Michel about the “Ovoastromic Force”). For this reason, I believe that everything that we can feel is the matter that was created by the Superior Intelligence. Lucid dreams can be viewed as a very miniature version of the real world where, quite possibly, there are physical features that are not in our higher-level “real world”.
Some time later, I had another lucid dream in which I was in some dark building. There was nobody in it but me. The setting reminded me somewhat of the video game Silent Hill 3, which had similar locations in office buildings. I did not have a strong desire to stay in that building, and I went to the exit. Approaching the main door, I had the clear understanding appear that if I went out, the dream would end. But my soul really wanted to be outside, and I opened the door. The dream did actually end.
It turns out that even though we have control over our bodies in a lucid dream, this is not our dream; we are like a guest in it. It is interesting to note here that the Higher Self will not give a solution to the problem in the morning if that solution is not useful to it. It may well be – and this is just one of the speculations – that the Higher Self created that dream for me so that I could learn a certain lesson from it, but when I decided to play by my own rules, the Higher Self “canceled” that dream, because what I could learn outside the building would not benefit it. But then, thinking about all this, would I be making all these assumptions if I had not decided to do it my own way by opening the front door?
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My previous discussion about lucid dreams reminded me of how, on January 13, 2014, I made a post in the Thiaoouba Prophecy XP group about two unnamed bodies of people. But of interest here is the dispute that arose in the comments regarding what the Spirit is made of.
I already mentioned that Thao “dictated” to Michel the details while he was writing his book. Moreover, since Michel had just made his journey, he still clearly remembered many things. Many people know that over time people tend to forget the details, and therefore it is best to write important moments of life in a diary. Because of these facts, together with my life experience proving the veracity of Michel Desmarquet's book “Thiaoouba Prophecy”, I know that all the details in Michel's book must be perfectly accurate. For this reason, I have repeatedly had to correct various people in the group, pointing them the words of their comments and posts that contradict the knowledge from Thiaoouba Prophecy.
So, Michel Desmarquet gave a lecture in 1997 where he said that the Spirit is made of electrons. It is worth saying that Michel Desmarquet reiterates that the Spirit, or the Superior Intelligence, is made of electrons in his audio interview with Michael Meanwell “Thiaoouba Truth”.
Unfortunately, this is not so, if we take into account what was written by Michel Desmarquet in the book, when Thao still had the opportunity to help him without making a mistake for which she would have to pay with suffering.
It must be said that the words “pure spirit” are mentioned earlier in the book too, and they definitely speak of the Superior Intelligence. Here are all 4 mentions from Michel Desmarquet’s book “Abduction to the 9th Planet”:
1) Page 116: “As you have heard, in the beginning there was the Spirit alone and he created, by his immense force, all that exists materially. He created the planets, the suns, plants, animals, with one goal in mind: to satisfy his spiritual need. This is quite logical since he is purely spirit.”.16
2) Page 121: “We know you have already been favourably impressed by what you have seen on our planet. As you see more, you will appreciate that it is what you would call on Earth, ‘a paradise’; and yet, compared with true happiness, when you become a pure spirit, it is still nothing.”.17
3) Page 206: “(3) And he said, ‘Lord and master, if I have found grace in your eyes, I beg you not to go far from your servant.’ Abraham invites the three men to stay. The scribe refers to them as men one minute and yet one of them is also called ‘the Lord God’. He speaks to them and each time, it is the one referred to as ‘the Lord God’ who replies. Now, the priests of the Roman Catholic Church find this in formal contradiction with their views, as do many other religions, for they will tell you that no one can imagine the face of God – that one would be blinded by it. In a sense they are right, since the Creator, being a pure spirit, has no face!”.18
4) Page 251: “I know, but I intend helping you to understand. An Astral body is not quite what you would call a pure spirit. On Earth, there is a belief that the spirit is made of nothing. This is false. The Astral body is composed of billions of electrons, exactly marrying your physical shape.”.19
The book clearly states that the electrons of the Astral bodies were created at the time of the creation of the Universe, and they have a life expectancy of about ten billion trillion of our years. Further, on the same page, Thao says that “an Astral body is not quite what you would call a pure spirit”.
Then Thao tells that the Astral body is made of billions of electrons. This once again shows that there is a difference between the Astral body (soul, spirit) and the pure spirit (Superior Intelligence, The Spirit), which is a part of the Superior Intelligence, with whom we reunite after passing through our life cycles, leaving all our bodies (Astral, psychic, and others).
It is worth clarifying that when the word “spirit” (with a small letter and without the word “pure(ly)” before it) is mentioned in the book “Thiaoouba Prophecy”, it means the Astral body/soul, and only the word “Spirit” (with a capital letter) means the Superior Intelligence.
A little lower on the same page, Thao says the following: “Like all things electronic, the Astral body – tool of the Higher-self – is quite a delicate tool.”.20 A tool is what was created by an intellectual entity in order to fulfill its needs.
And in the fourth chapter, Thao teaches Michel Desmarquet: “In the beginning there was nothing except darkness and a spirit – THE Spirit”. And in the sixth chapter, Thaora says the following: “As you have heard, in the beginning there was the Spirit alone and he created, by his immense force, all that exists materially”. We can see from these quotes that initially there was only the Spirit, and everything that exists materially is, in one way or another, an instrument of the Spirit.
I think that the aforementioned mistake of Michel's lecture lies in the fact that after ten years Michel Desmarquet simply forgot some details and confused the Higher Self with the Spirit. The Higher Self does actually consist of electrons, being the same creation of the Spirit as everything else that exists materially.
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In chapter four, when Thao talks about how worlds, suns, and atoms were formed in billions of years, we can find the following note: “for the Creator of course, it is eternally the ‘present’, but it is more at the level of our understanding to count by billions of years”.21 In my childhood, I sometimes realized the impossibility of life because of time. There should always be a beginning in material life, and therefore life could not exist indefinitely, since life is a cause and effect, or the interaction of many material “particles” with each other in accordance with the Laws of the Universe. And yet, it is obvious that life exists even if a person lives in the imagination. This means that the Spirit (the Superior Intelligence) always exists, and it is logical that the Universe was created by the Intellect. Only intelligence can set in motion space and the matter created from it. Without the wish of the intellect to create something, everything would be motionless – which is what Thao and Thaora taught us.
I have always been intrigued by the fact that in the Parallel Universe of the Earth, time is “suspended”, as Thao said. For this reason, people and other creatures, who got into that Universe by accident and are still in it, have no desire to eat or drink, and do not age in the Parallel Universe. But at the same time, creatures can easily move, and it seems that it takes them the same time it does in our Universe. For many years I thought about how this is possible. I think you know that in order to find the speed you need to divide the distance by time, and dividing by zero usually gives an “error” in the calculator. Some people point out that dividing by zero gives negative and positive infinity – depending on whether the dividend is less than zero or not.
My thoughts about the Universe and the Superior Intelligence, who exists forever, have led me to a very simple conclusion – that from which material particles are “created” also exists forever!
In the book Thiaoouba Prophecy, Thao very often uses the word “vibration”. Reading the book, we can conclude that everything is a simple vibration! And this is logical.
Thiaoouba numbers explain why zero is a circle. This shape has no angles, no beginning, and no end. It is “eternal”. About the same thing happens with the “foundation” (space) of all matter – it is eternal and cannot be created or destroyed – it simply is, just like the Spirit.
If I am right in my reasoning that matter is only a vibration of the infinite space – naturally, there are lots of vibrations in this matter – this means that nothing really moves (or it moves, but very little), and the vibrational information is only transmitted “further” into the space. Like a wave from a thrown stone on the surface of a quiet lake. If you look at the water from above, then the atoms remain almost in one place (naturally, when the wave rises, the atoms gather closer to the top of the peak where the density is higher), only information (wave) moves.
This means that when, say, a ball flies in the air, there is a movement of waves (vibrations that the ball consists of) in the space – a ball, roughly speaking, like a wave is created ahead, and then created again and again as it moves.
The Four Forces of the Universe, as well as other force fields, also play their role in motion and in the interaction of different vibrations with each other.
I must say that it helped me better understand the so-called “trans-substantiation”. This is a technique that allows you to instantly (well, or almost instantly – I am not sure) move in the space between the star domains – namely, you must first fly outside a star system and only then use the trans-substantiation – otherwise the device will explode. Michel Desmarquet mentioned this in his audio interview.
Is my supposition really true? Research and scientific experiments are needed here.
Also, after recording my thoughts, I wondered – is this not like quantum physics?
Speaking of vibrations, I will add that Thiaooubians have the term “cold magnetic force”. This is the same force that we call “gravity”. They are able to neutralize cold magnetic force by raising certain high frequency vibrations to become “weightless”.
Reflecting on my understandings, it became clear why time does not exist and everything is eternally the present. Just like why even though time is suspended in the Parallel Universe of the Earth, but people trapped in there can still easily move in space.
What we call time is only a period of something that returns to its original state. We take one such period as a unit.
If my supposition about the vibration of the infinite space is correct, then there is the smallest vibration in the Universe which is the basis and the smallest unit of time.
An example of other periods is the revolution of the planet around its axis and the revolution of the planet around the sun.
A second, for example, is “the time equal to 9 192 631 770 periods of radiation corresponding to the transition between two ultrathin levels of the ground state of the cesium-133 atom”.
Time can be compared with the clock speed of computers that is achieved thanks to the oscillator. During many cycles various operations are performed, the result of which is then displayed on the screen, if I am to talk about it shortly.
So, it can be assumed that there are several “oscillators” in the Universe that set in motion different types of matter. And now, apparently, in the Parallel Universe the “oscillator” responsible for movement in the physiological body either does not exist or is stopped, because of which people in that place do not want to eat and do not feel pain. The “movement” or work of their internal organs is stopped, and they do not send any signals to the brain.
From this it follows that the perception of time depends on how many such periods (vibrations) are processed by the brain per unit of time (which is a larger period – a second in our case).
I recently learned about a study that says that the perception of time in animals differs from that of humans.[22] For a fly, for example, time moves several times “slower” than for us. They see everything in a “slowed down” (from our point of view, but not theirs) movement and therefore have enough time to dodge the fly swatter. For other animals, time, on the contrary, moves “faster” in relation to our perception.
Another perception has to do with how we feel the world around us. When Thao created the illusion for Michel, she said that she could make him believe that the comet did not burn his face, but froze instead. This made me think – why do we feel the world the way we feel it? Given that everything material was created by the Superior Intelligence, then for certain he had to make a choice in favor of one sensation, and not another. For example, we could feel the feeling of being cold when the temperature was rising, and we could feel the feeling of heat when it was lowering.
I also know that there are people who, due to mutations in DNA, can easily eat the food that is perceived as bitter for most other people. This is one of the proofs that absolutely the same thing can be perceived in completely different ways.
Then, not so long ago, I learned about “synesthesia”.[23] There are people who see sounds; or letters of the alphabet are associated with certain colors for them.
Without getting too far from the topic of periods of the infinite space, I would express my thoughts on what Thao said about the creation of the Universe by the Superior Intelligence: “Once he [the Superior Intelligence] had an overall view of what he wanted to create, he was able, by his exceptional spiritual force, to create, instantaneously, the four forces of the Universe. With these, he directed the first and the most gigantic atomic explosion of all time – what certain people on Earth call ‘The Big Bang’.”
Now the word “instantaneously” seems to be very logical, because then, when the four forces of the Universe were created, the Universe itself did not exist, and, accordingly, all space was motionless, and everything was “darkness”: “In the beginning there was nothing except darkness and a spirit – THE Spirit”. And darkness is essentially a lack of data, and, if you like, a lack of movement. Only after the creation of the four forces of the Universe, the Spirit was able to set space in motion – it began to oscillate, periods (time) appeared. The forces themselves, as I suppose, keep the vibrations of space in one place in relation to each other, and the forces also move these vibrations when it is required by the Universal Law (someone would say “laws of physics”) – but this is just my hypothesis. And what we see, hear, touch, smell, and feel is just the interpretation of these different vibrations.
Of course, this also raises the question of what were those four forces created from? It turns out that we have the Spirit; the space from which everything material was created; and that from which the four forces of the Universe were created. All appear to have existed eternally.
Immediately we can say about the Thiaooubian number zero, which is a circle. Zero is also “nothing”. Zero is the only Thiaooubian number that has no corners. Further, being a circle, zero is an “eternal” figure that has no beginning and no end. For these reasons, I think that zero could mean the original motionless space when the Universe did not exist yet. The rest of the numbers may be related to the created Universe.
Sometimes I get the thought that life is a kind of film, embodied in flesh from the imagination [of the Superior Intelligence], in which high resolution of the eyes, the sensitivity of the ears, etc., allow us to have a clear and continuous mental picture – we do not see individual construction blocks from which the material world is created (cells, atoms, etc.). As an analogy, we can cite the pixels that create the image on the monitor screen, and if the screen’s resolution is high enough, and we ourselves are at the required distance from it, then we will see a clear continuous image (we will not see individual pixels). Life could well consist of geometric shapes, or waves instead of creatures, but would it be interesting to experience, sense, and feel such a life? Just how interesting would it be for us to play and look at 3 pixels on a black screen? When we were just developing computer technologies, people actually played such games (ping-pong, for example), and they were interested, and some are still interested. Can we draw conclusions about whether other Universes existed before our own, and if so, what they looked like?
Then, if an artist draws a non-existent creature, he will not be able to feel what it is like to be that creature – he can only imagine what it is like to live in the body of that creature. The Universe allows the Spirit to feel what it really is like to live in the body of all the creatures that he imagined before the creation of the Universe.
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As for my current being, I know that I just need to get used to making the right choices in my life until it becomes automatic. To achieve this, I made myself 3 rules that I try to follow.
The first rule. I listen to my five senses for living in the present. I imagine or remember something only when it is necessary.
Thoughts about the past almost always led me to fantasies… But then it was thanks to the recollections of the past and subsequent fantasies that I was able to “accidentally” recall some important details for this book – details that more clearly showed my motivation when I was doing some of my erroneous actions.
In fact, this is what I was thinking of doing even before I found out about Thiaoouba, but I could not start living in a new way due to the lack of knowledge that I have now.
It is worth noting again the simple detail that you need to live reality, and not think about the fact that you need to live reality. In the second case, the person is still living in his head, which can lead to stupor of speech, for example. Usually, life in the present is accompanied by relaxation and purity of mind.
And of course, you should not take matters to the extreme, namely to aphantasia, when a person does not know how to imagine things at all.[24] A person can, and sometimes must, dip into his mind and analyze all the data that comes from his five senses – but it may not be worth doing it 24/7 – everything needs to be in balance for a harmonious life. And if you are one of those people who have aphantasia, then I would advise you to pay attention to the exercise with the colored circles, which long time ago helped me learn to switch between different hemispheres of my brain at will; and soon I was able to see Auras by activating my pineal gland. Having learned to consciously activate different regions of your brain, you could well try to activate the one that is responsible for the imagination, while trying to imagine something in your “mind's eye”.
The second rule. I am relaxed.
And thirdly, I remain positive about what surrounds me. For example, this refers to the dullness of winter weather, which is so familiar to many Russians, and which was one of the reasons why so many years ago I wanted so much to go to where the sun shines almost all year round, and the trees remain covered with leaves for the winter.
