George Meredith
Rhoda Fleming. Complete
CHAPTER XLI
On the Monday evening, Master Gammon was at the station with the cart. Robert and Rhoda were a train later, but the old man seemed to be unaware of any delay, and mildly staring, received their apologies, and nodded. They asked him more than once whether all was well at the Farm; to which he replied that all was quite well, and that he was never otherwise. About half-an-hour after, on the road, a gradual dumb chuckle overcame his lower features. He flicked the horse dubitatively, and turned his head, first to Robert, next to Rhoda; and then he chuckled aloud:
“The last o’ they mel’ns rotted yest’day afternoon!”
“Did they?” said Robert. “You’ll have to get fresh seed, that’s all.”
Master Gammon merely showed his spirit to be negative.
“You’ve been playing the fool with the sheep,” Robert accused him.
It hit the old man in a very tender part.
“I play the fool wi’ ne’er a sheep alive, Mr. Robert. Animals likes their ‘customed food, and don’t like no other. I never changes my food, nor’d e’er a sheep, nor’d a cow, nor’d a bullock, if animals was masters. I’d as lief give a sheep beer, as offer him, free-handed—of my own will, that’s to say—a mel’n. They rots.”
Robert smiled, though he was angry. The delicious unvexed country-talk soothed Rhoda, and she looked fondly on the old man, believing that he could not talk on in his sedate way, if all were not well at home.
The hills of the beacon-ridge beyond her home, and the line of stunted firs, which she had named “the old bent beggarmen,” were visible in the twilight. Her eyes flew thoughtfully far over them, with the feeling that they had long known what would come to her and to those dear to her, and the intense hope that they knew no more, inasmuch as they bounded her sight.
“If the sheep thrive,” she ventured to remark, so that the comforting old themes might be kept up.
“That’s the particular ‘if!’” said Robert, signifying something that had to be leaped over.
Master Gammon performed the feat with agility.
“Sheep never was heartier,” he pronounced emphatically.
“Lots of applications for melon-seed, Gammon?”
To this the veteran’s tardy answer was: “More fools ‘n one about, I reckon”; and Robert allowed him the victory implied by silence.
“And there’s no news in Wrexby? none at all?” said Rhoda.
A direct question inevitably plunged Master Gammon so deep amid the soundings of his reflectiveness, that it was the surest way of precluding a response from him; but on this occasion his honest deliberation bore fruit.
“Squire Blancove, he’s dead.”
The name caused Rhoda to shudder.
“Found dead in ‘s bed, Sat’day morning,” Master Gammon added, and, warmed upon the subject, went on: “He’s that stiff, folks say, that stiff he is, he’ll have to get into a rounded coffin: he’s just like half a hoop. He was all of a heap, like. Had a fight with ‘s bolster, and got th’ wust of it. But, be ‘t the seizure, or be ‘t gout in ‘s belly, he’s gone clean dead. And he wunt buy th’ Farm, nether. Shutters is all shut up at the Hall. He’ll go burying about Wednesday. Men that drinks don’t keep.”
Rhoda struck at her brain to think in what way this death could work and show like a punishment of the heavens upon that one wrong-doer; but it was not manifest as a flame of wrath, and she laid herself open to the peace of the fields and the hedgeways stepping by. The farm-house came in sight, and friendly old Adam and Eve turning from the moon. She heard the sound of water. Every sign of peace was around the farm. The cows had been milked long since; the geese were quiet. There was nothing but the white board above the garden-gate to speak of the history lying in her heart.
They found the farmer sitting alone, shading his forehead. Rhoda kissed his cheeks and whispered for tidings of Dahlia.
“Go up to her,” the farmer said.
Rhoda grew very chill. She went upstairs with apprehensive feet, and recognizing Mrs. Sumfit outside the door of Dahlia’s room, embraced her, and heard her say that Dahlia had turned the key, and had been crying from mornings to nights. “It can’t last,” Mrs. Sumfit sobbed: “lonesome hysterics, they’s death to come. She’s falling into the trance. I’ll go, for the sight o’ me shocks her.”
Rhoda knocked, waited patiently till her persistent repetition of her name gained her admission. She beheld her sister indeed, but not the broken Dahlia from whom she had parted. Dahlia was hard to her caress, and crying, “Has he come?” stood at bay, white-eyed, and looking like a thing strung with wires.
“No, dearest; he will not trouble you. Have no fear.”
“Are you full of deceit?” said Dahlia, stamping her foot.
“I hope not, my sister.”
Dahlia let fall a long quivering breath. She went to her bed, upon which her mother’s Bible was lying, and taking it in her two hands, held it under Rhoda’s lips.
“Swear upon that?”
“What am I to swear to, dearest?”
“Swear that he is not in the house.”
“He is not, my own sister; believe me. It is no deceit. He is not. He will not trouble you. See; I kiss the Book, and swear to you, my beloved! I speak truth. Come to me, dear.” Rhoda put her arms up entreatingly, but Dahlia stepped back.
“You are not deceitful? You are not cold? You are not inhuman? Inhuman! You are not? You are not? Oh, my God! Look at her!”
The toneless voice was as bitter for Rhoda to hear as the accusations. She replied, with a poor smile: “I am only not deceitful. Come, and see. You will not be disturbed.”
“What am I tied to?” Dahlia struggled feebly as against a weight of chains. “Oh! what am I tied to? It’s on me, tight like teeth. I can’t escape. I can’t breathe for it. I was like a stone when he asked me—marry him!—loved me! Some one preached—my duty! I am lost, I am lost! Why? you girl!—why?—What did you do? Why did you take my hand when I was asleep and hurry me so fast? What have I done to you? Why did you push me along?—I couldn’t see where. I heard the Church babble. For you—inhuman! inhuman! What have I done to you? What have you to do with punishing sin? It’s not sin. Let me be sinful, then. I am. I am sinful. Hear me. I love him; I love my lover, and,” she screamed out, “he loves me!”
Rhoda now thought her mad.
She looked once at the rigid figure of her transformed sister, and sitting down, covered her eyes and wept.
To Dahlia, the tears were at first an acrid joy; but being weak, she fell to the bed, and leaned against it, forgetting her frenzy for a time.
“You deceived me,” she murmured; and again, “You deceived me.” Rhoda did not answer. In trying to understand why her sister should imagine it, she began to know that she had in truth deceived Dahlia. The temptation to drive a frail human creature to do the thing which was right, had led her to speak falsely for a good purpose. Was it not righteously executed? Away from the tragic figure in the room, she might have thought so, but the horror in the eyes and voice of this awakened Sacrifice, struck away the support of theoretic justification. Great pity for the poor enmeshed life, helpless there, and in a woman’s worst peril,—looking either to madness, or to death, for an escape—drowned her reason in a heavy cloud of tears. Long on toward the stroke of the hour, Dahlia heard her weep, and she murmured on, “You deceived me;” but it was no more to reproach; rather, it was an exculpation of her reproaches. “You did deceive me, Rhoda.” Rhoda half lifted her head; the slight tone of a change to tenderness swelled the gulfs of pity, and she wept aloud. Dahlia untwisted her feet, and staggered up to her, fell upon her shoulder, and called her, “My love!—good sister!” For a great mute space they clung together. Their lips met and they kissed convulsively. But when Dahlia had close view of Rhoda’s face, she drew back, saying in an under-breath,—
“Don’t cry. I see my misery when you cry.”
Rhoda promised that she would check her tears, and they sat quietly, side by side, hand in hand. Mrs. Sumfit, outside, had to be dismissed twice with her fresh brews of supplicating tea and toast, and the cakes which, when eaten warm with good country butter and a sprinkle of salt, reanimate (as she did her utmost to assure the sisters through the closed door) humanity’s distressed spirit. At times their hands interchanged a fervent pressure, their eyes were drawn to an equal gaze.
In the middle of the night Dahlia said: “I found a letter from Edward when I came here.”
“Written—Oh, base man that he is!” Rhoda could not control the impulse to cry it out.
“Written before,” said Dahlia, divining her at once. “I read it; did not cry. I have no tears. Will you see it? It is very short-enough; it said enough, and written before—” She crumpled her fingers in Rhoda’s; Rhoda, to please her, saying “Yes,” she went to the pillow of the bed, and drew the letter from underneath.
“I know every word,” she said; “I should die if I repeated it. ‘My wife before heaven,’ it begins. So, I was his wife. I must have broken his heart—broken my husband’s.” Dahlia cast a fearful eye about her; her eyelids fluttered as from a savage sudden blow. Hardening her mouth to utter defiant spite: “My lover’s,” she cried. “He is. If he loves me and I love him, he is my lover, my lover, my lover! Nothing shall stop me from saying it—lover! and there is none to claim me but he. Oh, loathsome! What a serpent it is I’ve got round me! And you tell me God put it. Do you? Answer that; for I want to know, and I don’t know where I am. I am lost! I am lost! I want to get to my lover. Tell me, Rhoda, you would curse me if I did. And listen to me. Let him open his arms to me, I go; I follow him as far as my feet will bear me. I would go if it lightened from heaven. If I saw up there the warning, ‘You shall not!’ I would go. But, look on me!” she smote contempt upon her bosom. “He would not call to such a thing as me. Me, now? My skin is like a toad’s to him. I’ve become like something in the dust. I could hiss like adders. I am quite impenitent. I pray by my bedside, my head on my Bible, but I only say, ‘Yes, yes; that’s done; that’s deserved, if there’s no mercy.’ Oh, if there is no mercy, that’s deserved! I say so now. But this is what I say, Rhoda (I see nothing but blackness when I pray), and I say, ‘Permit no worse!’ I say, ‘Permit no worse, or take the consequences.’ He calls me his wife. I am his wife. And if—” Dahlia fell to speechless panting; her mouth was open; she made motion with her hands; horror, as of a blasphemy struggling to her lips, kept her dumb, but the prompting passion was indomitable.... “Read it,” said her struggling voice; and Rhoda bent over the letter, reading and losing thought of each sentence as it passed. To Dahlia, the vital words were visible like evanescent blue gravelights. She saw them rolling through her sister’s mind; and just upon the conclusion, she gave out, as in a chaunt: “And I who have sinned against my innocent darling, will ask her to pray with me that our future may be one, so that may make good to her what she has suffered, and to the God whom we worship, the offence I have committed.”
Rhoda looked up at the pale penetrating eyes.
“Read. Have you read to the last?” said Dahlia. “Speak it. Let me hear you. He writes it.... Yes? you will not? ‘Husband,’ he says,” and then she took up the sentences of the letter backwards to the beginning, pausing upon each one with a short moan, and smiting her bosom. “I found it here, Rhoda. I found his letter here when I came.. I came a dead thing, and it made me spring up alive. Oh, what bliss to be dead! I’ve felt nothing…nothing, for months.” She flung herself on the bed, thrusting her handkerchief to her mouth to deaden the outcry. “I’m punished. I’m punished, because I did not trust to my darling. No, not for one year! Is it that since we parted? I am an impatient creature, and he does not reproach me. I tormented my own, my love, my dear, and he thought I—I was tired of our life together. No; he does not accuse me,” Dahlia replied to her sister’s unspoken feeling, with the shrewd divination which is passion’s breathing space. “He accuses himself. He says it—utters it—speaks it ‘I sold my beloved.’ There is no guile in him. Oh, be just to us, Rhoda! Dearest,” she came to Rhoda’s side, “you did deceive me, did you not? You are a deceiver, my love?”
Rhoda trembled, and raising her eyelids, answered, “Yes.”
“You saw him in the street that morning?”
Dahlia smiled a glittering tenderness too evidently deceitful in part, but quite subduing.
“You saw him, my Rhoda, and he said he was true to me, and sorrowful; and you told him, dear one, that I had no heart for him, and wished to go to hell—did you not, good Rhoda? Forgive me; I mean ‘good;’ my true, good Rhoda. Yes, you hate sin; it is dreadful; but you should never speak falsely to sinners, for that does not teach them to repent. Mind you never lie again. Look at me. I am chained, and I have no repentance in me. See me. I am nearer it…the other—sin, I mean. If that man comes…will he?”
“No—no!” Rhoda cried.
“If that man comes—”
“He will not come!”
“He cast me off at the church door, and said he had been cheated. Money! Oh, Edward!”
Dahlia drooped her head.
“He will keep away. You are safe,” said Rhoda.
“Because, if no help comes, I am lost—I am lost for ever!”
“But help will come. I mean peace will come. We will read; we will work in the garden. You have lifted poor father up, my dear.”
“Ah! that old man!” Dahlia sighed.
“He is our father.”
“Yes, poor old man!” and Dahlia whispered: “I have no pity for him. If I am dragged away, I’m afraid I shall curse him. He seems a stony old man. I don’t understand fathers. He would make me go away. He talks the Scriptures when he is excited. I’m afraid he would shut my Bible for me. Those old men know nothing of the hearts of women. Now, darling, go to your room.”
Rhoda begged earnestly for permission to stay with her, but Dahlia said: “My nights are fevers. I can’t have arms about me.”
They shook hands when they separated, not kissing.
CHAPTER XLII
Three days passed quietly at the Farm, and each morning Dahlia came down to breakfast, and sat with the family at their meals; pale, with the mournful rim about her eyelids, but a patient figure. No questions were asked. The house was guarded from visitors, and on the surface the home was peaceful. On the Wednesday Squire Blancove was buried, when Master Gammon, who seldom claimed a holiday or specified an enjoyment of which he would desire to partake, asked leave to be spared for a couple of hours, that he might attend the ceremonious interment of one to whom a sort of vagrant human sentiment of clanship had made him look up, as to the chief gentleman of the district, and therefore one having claims on his respect. A burial had great interest for the old man.
“I’ll be home for dinner; it’ll gi’e me an appetite,” Master Gammon said solemnly, and he marched away in his serious Sunday hat and careful coat, blither than usual.
After his departure, Mrs. Sumfit sat and discoursed on deaths and burials, the certain end of all: at least, she corrected herself, the deaths were. The burials were not so certain. Consequently, we might take the burials, as they were a favour, to be a blessing, except in the event of persons being buried alive. She tried to make her hearers understand that the idea of this calamity had always seemed intolerable to her, and told of numerous cases which, the coffin having been opened, showed by the convulsed aspect of the corpse, or by spots of blood upon the shroud, that the poor creature had wakened up forlorn, “and not a kick allowed to him, my dears.”
“It happens to women, too, does it not, mother?” said Dahlia.
“They’re most subject to trances, my sweet. From always imitatin’ they imitates their deaths at last; and, oh!” Mrs. Sumfit was taken with nervous chokings of alarm at the thought. “Alone—all dark! and hard wood upon your chest, your elbows, your nose, your toes, and you under heaps o’ gravel! Not a breath for you, though you snap and catch for one—worse than a fish on land.”
“It’s over very soon, mother,” said Dahlia.
“The coldness of you young women! Yes; but it’s the time—you feeling, trying for air; it’s the horrid ‘Oh, dear me!’ You set your mind on it!”
“I do,” said Dahlia. “You see coffin-nails instead of stars. You’d give the world to turn upon one side. You can’t think. You can only hate those who put you there. You see them taking tea, saying prayers, sleeping in bed, putting on bonnets, walking to church, kneading dough, eating—all at once, like the firing of a gun. They’re in one world; you’re in another.”
“Why, my goodness, one’d say she’d gone through it herself,” ejaculated Mrs. Sumfit, terrified.
Dahlia sent her eyes at Rhoda.
“I must go and see that poor man covered.” Mrs. Sumfit succumbed to a fit of resolution much under the pretence that it had long been forming.
“Well, and mother,” said Dahlia, checking her, “promise me. Put a feather on my mouth; put a glass to my face, before you let them carry me out. Will you? Rhoda promises. I have asked her.”
“Oh! the ideas of this girl!” Mrs. Sumfit burst out. “And looking so, as she says it. My love, you didn’t mean to die?”
Dahlia soothed her, and sent her off.
“I am buried alive!” she said. “I feel it all—the stifling! the hopeless cramp! Let us go and garden. Rhoda, have you got laudanum in the house?”
Rhoda shook her head, too sick at heart to speak. They went into the garden, which was Dahlia’s healthfullest place. It seemed to her that her dead mother talked to her there. That was not a figure of speech, when she said she felt buried alive. She was in the state of sensational delusion. There were times when she watched her own power of motion curiously: curiously stretched out her hands, and touched things, and moved them. The sight was convincing, but the shudder came again. In a frame less robust the brain would have given way. It was the very soundness of the brain which, when her blood was a simple tide of life in her veins, and no vital force, had condemned her to see the wisdom and the righteousness of the act of sacrifice committed by her, and had urged her even up to the altar. Then the sudden throwing off of the mask by that man to whom she had bound herself, and the reading of Edward’s letter of penitence and love, thwarted reason, but without blinding or unsettling it. Passion grew dominant; yet against such deadly matters on all sides had passion to strive, that, under a darkened sky, visibly chained, bound down, and hopeless, she felt between-whiles veritably that she was a living body buried. Her senses had become semi-lunatic.
She talked reasonably; and Rhoda, hearing her question and answer at meal-times like a sane woman, was in doubt whether her sister wilfully simulated a partial insanity when they were alone together. Now, in the garden, Dahlia said: “All those flowers, my dear, have roots in mother and me. She can’t feel them, for her soul’s in heaven. But mine is down there. The pain is the trying to get your soul loose. It’s the edge of a knife that won’t cut through. Do you know that?”
Rhoda said, as acquiescingly as she could, “Yes.”
“Do you?” Dahlia whispered. “It’s what they call the ‘agony.’ Only, to go through it in the dark, when you are all alone! boarded round! you will never know that. And there’s an angel brings me one of mother’s roses, and I smell it. I see fields of snow; and it’s warm there, and no labour for breath. I see great beds of flowers; I pass them like a breeze. I’m shot, and knock on the ground, and they bury me for dead again. Indeed, dearest, it’s true.”
She meant, true as regarded her sensations. Rhoda could barely give a smile for response; and Dahlia’s intelligence being supernaturally active, she read her sister’s doubt, and cried out,—
“Then let me talk of him!”
It was the fiery sequence to her foregone speech, signifying that if her passion had liberty to express itself, she could clear understandings. But even a moment’s free wing to passion renewed the blinding terror within her. Rhoda steadied her along the walks, praying for the time to come when her friends, the rector and his wife, might help in the task of comforting this poor sister. Detestation of the idea of love made her sympathy almost deficient, and when there was no active work to do in aid, she was nearly valueless, knowing that she also stood guilty of a wrong.
The day was very soft and still. The flowers gave light for light. They heard through the noise of the mill-water the funeral bell sound. It sank in Rhoda like the preaching of an end that was promise of a beginning, and girdled a distancing land of trouble. The breeze that blew seemed mercy. To live here in forgetfulness with Dahlia was the limit of her desires. Perhaps, if Robert worked among them, she would gratefully give him her hand. That is, if he said not a word of love.
Master Gammon and Mrs. Sumfit were punctual in their return near the dinnerhour; and the business of releasing the dumplings and potatoes, and spreading out the cold meat and lettuces, restrained for some period the narrative of proceedings at the funeral. Chief among the incidents was, that Mrs. Sumfit had really seen, and only wanted, by corroboration of Master Gammon, to be sure she had positively seen, Anthony Hackbut on the skirts of the funeral procession. Master Gammon, however, was no supporter of conjecture. What he had thought he had thought; but that was neither here nor there. He would swear to nothing that he had not touched;—eyes deceived;—he was never a guesser. He left Mrs. Sumfit to pledge herself in perturbation of spirit to an oath that her eyes had seen Anthony Hackbut; and more, which was, that after the close of the funeral service, the young squire had caught sight of Anthony crouching in a corner of the churchyard, and had sent a man to him, and they had disappeared together. Mrs. Sumfit was heartily laughed at and rallied both by Robert and the farmer. “Tony at a funeral! and train expenses!” the farmer interjected. “D’ye think, mother, Tony’d come to Wrexby churchyard ‘fore he come Queen Anne’s Farm? And where’s he now, mayhap?”
Mrs. Sumfit appealed in despair to Master Gammon, with entreaties, and a ready dumpling.
“There, Mas’ Gammon; and why you sh’d play at ‘do believe’ and at ‘don’t believe,’ after that awesome scene, the solem’est of life’s, when you did declare to me, sayin’, it was a stride for boots out o’ London this morning. Your words, Mas’ Gammon! and ‘boots’-=it’s true, if by that alone! For, ‘boots,’ I says to myself—he thinks by ‘boots,’ there being a cord’er in his family on the mother’s side; which you yourself told to me, as you did, Mas’ Gammon, and now holds back, you did, like a bad horse.”
“Hey! does Gammon jib?” said the farmer, with the ghost of old laughter twinkling in his eyes.
“He told me this tale,” Mrs. Sumfit continued, daring her irresponsive enemy to contradict her, with a threatening gaze. “He told me this tale, he did; and my belief’s, his game ‘s, he gets me into a corner—there to be laughed at! Mas’ Gammon, if you’re not a sly old man, you said, you did, he was drownded; your mother’s brother’s wife’s brother; and he had a brother, and what he was to you—that brother—” Mrs. Sumfit smote her hands—“Oh, my goodness, my poor head! but you shan’t slip away, Mas’ Gammon; no, try you ever so much. Drownded he was, and eight days in the sea, which you told me over a warm mug of ale by the fire years back. And I do believe them dumplings makes ye obstinate; for worse you get, and that fond of ‘em, I sh’ll soon not have enough in our biggest pot. Yes, you said he was eight days in the sea, and as for face, you said, poor thing! he was like a rag of towel dipped in starch, was your own words, and all his likeness wiped out; and Joe, the other brother, a cord’er—bootmaker, you call ‘em—looked down him, as he was stretched out on the shore of the sea, all along, and didn’t know him till he come to the boots, and he says, ‘It’s Abner;’ for there was his boots to know him by. Now, will you deny, Mas’ Gammon, you said, Mr. Hackbut’s boots, and a long stride it was for ‘em from London? And I won’t be laughed at through arts of any sly old man!”
The circumstantial charge made no impression on Master Gammon, who was heard to mumble, as from the inmost recesses of tight-packed dumpling; but he left the vindication of his case to the farmer’s laughter. The mention of her uncle had started a growing agitation in Rhoda, to whom the indication of his eccentric behaviour was a stronger confirmation of his visit to the neighbourhood. And wherefore had he journeyed down? Had he come to haunt her on account of the money he had poured into her lap? Rhoda knew in a moment that she was near a great trial of her strength and truth. She had more than once, I cannot tell you how distantly, conceived that the money had been money upon which the mildest word for “stolen” should be put to express the feeling she had got about it, after she had parted with the bulk of it to the man Sedgett. Not “stolen,” not “appropriated,” but money that had perhaps been entrusted, and of which Anthony had forgotten the rightful ownership. This idea of hers had burned with no intolerable fire; but, under a weight of all discountenancing appearances, feeble though it was, it had distressed her. The dealing with money, and the necessity for it, had given Rhoda a better comprehension of its nature and value. She had taught herself to think that her suspicion sprang from her uncle’s wild demeanour, and the scene of the gold pieces scattered on the floor, as if a heart had burst at her feet.
No sooner did she hear that Anthony had been, by supposition, seen, than the little light of secret dread flamed a panic through her veins. She left the table before Master Gammon had finished, and went out of the house to look about for her uncle. He was nowhere in the fields, nor in the graveyard. She walked over the neighbourhood desolately, until her quickened apprehension was extinguished, and she returned home relieved, thinking it folly to have imagined her uncle was other than a man of hoarded wealth, and that he was here. But, in the interval, she had experienced emotions which warned her of a struggle to come. Who would be friendly to her, and an arm of might? The thought of the storm she had sown upon all sides made her tremble foolishly. When she placed her hand in Robert’s, she gave his fingers a confiding pressure, and all but dropped her head upon his bosom, so sick she was with weakness. It would have been a deceit toward him, and that restrained her; perhaps, yet more, she was restrained by the gloomy prospect of having to reply to any words of love, without an idea of what to say, and with a loathing of caresses. She saw herself condemned to stand alone, and at a season when she was not strengthened by pure self-support.
Rhoda had not surrendered the stern belief that she had done well by forcing Dahlia’s hand to the marriage, though it had resulted evilly. In reflecting on it, she had still a feeling of the harsh joy peculiar to those who have exercised command with a conscious righteousness upon wilful, sinful, and erring spirits, and have thwarted the wrongdoer. She could only admit that there was sadness in the issue; hitherto, at least, nothing worse than sad disappointment. The man who was her sister’s husband could no longer complain that he had been the victim of an imposition. She had bought his promise that he would leave the country, and she had rescued the honour of the family by paying him. At what cost? She asked herself that now, and then her self-support became uneven. Could her uncle have parted with the great sum—have shed it upon her, merely beneficently, and because he loved her? Was it possible that he had the habit of carrying his own riches through the streets of London? She had to silence all questions imperiously, recalling exactly her ideas of him, and the value of money in the moment when money was an object of hunger—when she had seized it like a wolf, and its value was quite unknown, unguessed at.
Rhoda threw up her window before she slept, that she might breathe the cool night air; and, as she leaned out, she heard steps moving away, and knew them to be Robert’s, in whom that pressure of her hand had cruelly resuscitated his longing for her. She drew back, wondering at the idleness of men—slaves while they want a woman’s love, savages when they have won it. She tried to pity him, but she had not an emotion to spare, save perhaps one of dull exultation, that she, alone of women, was free from that wretched mess called love; and upon it she slept.
It was between the breakfast and dinner hours, at the farm, next day, when the young squire, accompanied by Anthony Hackbut, met farmer Fleming in the lane bordering one of the outermost fields of wheat. Anthony gave little more than a blunt nod to his relative, and slouched on, leaving the farmer in amazement, while the young squire stopped him to speak with him. Anthony made his way on to the house. Shortly after, he was seen passing through the gates of the garden, accompanied by Rhoda. At the dinner-hour, Robert was taken aside by the farmer. Neither Rhoda nor Anthony presented themselves. They did not appear till nightfall. When Anthony came into the room, he took no greetings and gave none. He sat down on the first chair by the door, shaking his head, with vacant eyes. Rhoda took off her bonnet, and sat as strangely silent. In vain Mrs. Sumfit asked her; “Shall it be tea, dear, and a little cold meat?” The two dumb figures were separately interrogated, but they had no answer.
“Come! brother Tony?” the farmer tried to rally him.
Dahlia was knitting some article of feminine gear. Robert stood by the musk-pots at the window, looking at Rhoda fixedly. Of this gaze she became conscious, and glanced from him to the clock.
“It’s late,” she said, rising.
