The Life that we had to life

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PREFACE

OUR NEW WORLD

MY NEW LIFE

THE HARD

AND SUFFER AGAIN

THE COURT

THE FIRST DAY IN GENEVA

THE BLACK FIELD

THE SECTION LEADERS

THE DINNER

NEW CONTINENTS

THE HOUR OF QUESTIONS

NEW YORK OR NOT NEW YORK?

NEW YORK

THE TRAIN OF THE SECTION LEADER SATŌ

THE MISFORTUNE OF TOKYO

AUSTRALIA

THE UNDERGROUND

MY NEW RESPONSIBILITIES

THE FIRST TASK

ENEMIES AND FRIENDS

NEW DANGERS

KYOTO

THE DECISION

BACK TO EUROPE

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THE LIFE
THAT WE
HAD TO LIVE

The suffering of Emily Scofield

From

Toby Daniels

PREFACE

- Please read before, then you can enjoy the book -

The book I have written, as the world whether we want it or not, more and more the abyss is approaching. We should all pray that the drop will not happen every day that breaks the camel's back.

I do not wish to identify violence, quite the contrary I abhor violence and its exercise by my hobbies I learned what human rights are, to preserve and protect them. 

This book is fictitious, although not too far away, like a world without human rights can look like. 

Just as the book is fiction, the names are fictitious and not connected with real people.  

OUR NEW WORLD

 The sirens sound…, a bomb falls, everything is completely black … and through the rain, the smoke and dust is very fast ..., the smell of mustard gas burns in the nose, the ammonia burns to the respiratory system and I have to cough …, the Hunters with her black Combat suits …, there are the first shots, the water on the streets is always pink and darker of the blood …

… It's like every afternoon in the Free Wild Time, which was set up by the five Sections, in this period of time, all which are between four and six in the afternoon not staying in their homes, rounded up and tortured, if we are lucky, shooting them in us and we don't have to suffer, but prefer to torture us before you shoot an at the end of. 

The hunters are the cruel people who dance to the tune of the Leader, they hide behind their masks so that they themselves can always breathe and all together if you insert the Seniak. You also have black combat uniforms, which fully padded and additionally reinforced with carbon fibres. 

You can never hear him talk, because on the one hand are you afraid that you also detect, are you afraid something wrong, as they say in the commission time is monitored. 

With your safety shoes do not only the poor people around, which could find no shelter, but also on a wide range of surfaces safe.

The cattle, the people who are not in houses could save with the affectionately referred to Seniak capsules together transmissions. Seniak is a mixture of mustard gas and ammonia. 

Very often I ask myself, what has become of our world, just a few years ago we could almost lead a carefree life and we had everything we could wish for. 

We had a good health care, only a few conflicts, which slowly increases with time step-by-step more and more. 

The Escalation began in the time around Easter, as a spy was poisoned. He had a passion for an improvement in the east-west relations, human rights and since nobody really wanted to find out exactly how it happened and who could, or debt has escalated it further. 

From small, local conflicts in the Middle East, the Korean peninsula, Kosovo and Serbia, Syria is gradually become worse. Finally, all the states fell out, because senseless accusations of individual countries to a little short third world war. 

After this terrible time all states have dissolved, and the most powerful government Leaders have divided into five Sections in the same way as the continents. 

This was in 2025 and is now already four years ago. 

The Section Leader will forward your Section and master this mercilessly. In the Section I (the American), Michael Miller, Section II (Africa) Paka Haram, Section III (Europe) Cordula Petry, Section IV (Asia) AKUMA Satō, Section V (Oceania) Francine Almada enforced. 

All Sections have located in a world committed to educate their population Section plan so that it can never again to such a war was coming, but it was a thousand times worse than with the Free Wild Time a normal war. 

All the peacekeeping contracts, such as the Geneva Conventions, human rights treaties or trade agreements must terminate the Section Leaders before you, the courts and police to a large part disintegrated and by the World Section plan have replaced.

The plan is for every day a Free Wild Time of two hours, where people who are not in their homes, or have not completed the houses may be persecuted, tortured and killed. 

All killed as points will be paid if someone kills outside of time, there are negative points, there are also other deaths tough you don't.

Who has the most points at the end of the month, gets two dozen hunters borrowed from any other Section for the month. 

However, there was a small glimmer of hope to the Section V, which is the supply to the hurt in a huge hospital care in Australia, on the other hand, the fledgling Underground.

After the Wild Time must be selected clean the victim either on the black, if you don't have a chance to heal, there you will be burned, so that the top of the overview and can compare, how many you have destroyed must scan every Identity Tattoo "We call them only IDT, there is a tattoo, which made us from the Section when we are twenty-three, it contains all the personal information and has all the features of an ancient smartphones, we can send and receive messages, get information about the displayed, you can navigate toward us with them and have a hologram with other phone, of course, the Section can also be scanned to monitor us" and he is removed from the System.

If we have only received minor injuries and still have a chance to life bring us to the white space, where we are treated poorly, after the course has been closed and controlled by the hunters that yes no uninjured or volunteer on the playground, treat us the paramedics of the Section V and if there is no other way to Section V and treated there. 

A travel between the Sections is not possible except as injured, and the boundaries are by hunters and a fifty-meter-high wall, which in addition with mines, barbed wire and machine guns are equipped with self-closing, these are additionally equipped with motion sensors, thus optimally secured is the limit, even the sea borders are protected in such a way.

We can't even kill us, this will penalize you with the death of twenty other people, first from your family, if it is not large enough to have any other die, these figures are not as prey and are removed and for the Section Leader, with twenty minus points sanctioned. 

So is our world to the suffering of almost all and friends have become less.

MY NEW LIFE

It is against five, when I sweat overflowing, through the storm cellar in our home in the Adam Street, near the Thames, stormed my mom slaps me and takes me in his arms, your tears are running down my shoulder.

"What were you thinking, in the Free Wild Time to be outdoors, you know, you know what your dad and me for a fright?"

"You're right mom, starting tomorrow, do I have to be more careful, then I can no more help if I signed the contract, but at the moment I think it is my duty to help those who cannot help themselves, but I know what makes for peace of you and I am also hurt each time in the heart, if I pass it to you, but just this week we could help over fifty innocent that you do not end up on the black box."

For me tomorrow starts a new period in my life.

Since I am twenty-three has become in the last year, have completed my training as a medic and me now nines tasks. 

The next step in my life seems to me to be pointless and is exactly how everything in our lives is a cruelty of the world Section plan.

In the year twenty-three, where we are, we need to phase in an assignment in the various departments to prove us, after this time, it is defined in which department and we will be where we must work up to our pension. 

The first week we spend London recruits for the hunters, which in the Free Wild Time to end torture and kill the people herd together. 

The week after we spend at the suppliers, whose main task is there anyone with food, drink and everything you need for everyday use restore to supply us, and it is always sufficiently available. 

In the following, we demonstrate a week with the teachers and create a concept for a training and review with students. 

After these three stations we need to eliminate the evil deeds of the hunters as a cleanlier and make a pre-selection, what sacrifice, on which station will have to be brought to those in need and help to make your life easier.

The last week, we finally spend at the medics, which provide the injured and for the complete medical care are responsible.

All the experiences we need in a report about every week.

The Instructors after each week check our reports, extends them and give them to the Section Leader reports with points and then evaluate together with the other Section Leader up to decide where we serve our pension. 

04/05/2025

The voices in front of the house are quieter, all go to the pre-eggs to the festivities for the fiftieth anniversary of the signing of the world Section plan. 

These are all new recruits, the older, what tomorrow in peace time, and the most important representatives of the Section and other Sections were invited. 

An advantage of the day is there, there is no Free Wild Time, and no one must die. 

This night I sleep very well, because it is raining, and all gases are swept away from the streets as well, finally you can breathe. 

The next morning, I sleep for a very long time, the sun is already almost in the center of the window, I will pass through the calls my mom awake, "Emily! Do you eat well, the assembly starts in three hours and you don't even wash and wear." That is true, the Congregation, I had almost forgotten what a bummer, now I really must hurry if I only think, I actually wanted to avoid this stress, but my alarm clock did not ring. 

I slowly and go into the bathroom to take a bath for me.... As the water around my neck and warms him very well, it takes something away my stress and I can sink in my thoughts.

I think luckily no one knows why we really meet, all thinking that it was a last short organizational meeting for the World Section plan celebration. 

But this is far from it, I and some of my friends all in from my class employ us in the last five years now in the Underground in order to make the world a better place and to liberate them from the injustice of the five. 

After I had dried off, I go into the kitchen and see my mom, my favourite food made roasted peppers with egg and some toast, which today has just browned. 

I sling my food down hastily and make me for the afternoon some water in my water bottle and make me on the way to our secret meetings which we hold in an abandoned subway station. 

After I am shortly before the Liverpool station, I put my cap on my face and pull the hood over. 

In front of the entrance has now formed an almost impenetrable thicket, which helps us well undiscovered in the anteroom.

In the station hall we meander arrived at the bustling shops and go through a maintenance tunnel into the Underground catacombs, which originate from the times of the cold war and be operated with emergency power generators, Liza always brings gasoline with, so that we can start the generators, because it has only a car and it does not come on, if you are traveling with canisters, if you are using a canister through the streets. 

It burns light already when I arrive, I hope I am not the last, it would be for the first time since we meet. 

We will discuss our approach, as we want to put a sign tonight against our oppressors, so that we can make attentive on us, because the celebrations of the main cities will also broadcast live throughout the Section and not cut in the other Sections. 

For our plan we have come up with two parts, the first part does I register voluntarily, even though I know it is dangerous and I am not going to get away without punishment. 

The second part, several in attack and we still need to complete the preparations. 

Can we go through the tunnel under the Buc Almadaham Palace and place into a secret tunnel, which at that time was used by the royal family as an escape tunnel our little surprises for the rooms. 

We draw us and make us all back to our families, where representatives of the suppliers come to me to create my dress for tonight, both women and men receive their own special dress in the colours of the Section, for it is nothing can go wrong, at the celebrations. 

My dress is wrapped in a dark red, knee-length cut very closely you can see every contour, both regarding the breast as well as in the pelvic area, the back is almost up to my butt is cut out.  

About the breasts rises an elegant five-headed black Hydra. 

The black high heels me at least two numbers too small, so I can hardly walk. 

Since we do not have much money to live on, I'll have to run all the way to the palace, but I enjoy it in the dusk to go through the streets and to watch the setting sun. 

My brown hair braiding to a plate, which to my delight still almost until the end of the lens, it is fortunately not much to see. 

One last time before the hard go through our house, good-bye to my two younger brothers and sisters, my dad, my mom has been classified as a suppliers, which must work as a teacher and my dog, which to a large extent only listens to me and the other the soul out of the neck screaming until he does what you say. 

Since I am late, I can only with the family of Brain my best friend me through the door and we make us adopt item, collect on the way all friends of the Underground movement and our specially created chain at which a thin stainless-steel chain and a pendant engraved with a pigeon. 

Even if each discouraged us, we have deliberately chosen to create symbols of the primeval world and stand by our conviction, even if it was able to bring us great difficulties. 

We have only a little more than a mile up to the palace and turn into a crossroad to pick up Mary, who lives with her grandmother, since their parents had died in the riots after the signing.

THE HARD

When we got to the mall and on the horizon the Victoria Statue raising up stop us our breath as we see for the first time without head, this was three weeks in the case of a rebellion with the pipe of a tank separated, as the hunters pursued a couple of insurgents.

Only now is clear to us the streets around the palace are covered with bullet holes and craters from grenades, the trees to the left and right have you made in the uprisings burned and usually is not more than a knee-high stump remained overweight. 

After a few meters you will see the window we are bigger and in each one of the Flags depends on our Section, a black five-headed hydra on a red background, as is the case with our emblems. 

The other Sections have blue, green, yellow and white as a background, the black Hydra is the same everywhere.

The sky is deep black, it starts to rain and thunderstorms, the air is humid, you can feel the tension and the sky turns into a menacing dark red, to match our clothes, behind the palace stretches a dark red lightning bolt, which is branched into three strands and over the three protruding parts of the building low. 

The music of the feast imposes itself on our ears and we realize that we have only thirty minutes to come through the controls. 

As we enter through the main entrance to the palace, has not lost its splendour to their effect, as we come to the picture gallery the air path remains for us as we are on a very large picture look like they really had banished. 

The public execution of the royal family as they all had to kneel down and were shot in the back, fortunately, it is rather abstract, and you cannot detail. 

This is the image is a long table, where we must sign our "spontaneous" contracts. 

We items in the queue when I'm finally I want to lose weight and the hunters blood in order to fill my pen, because only blood contracts are good contracts according to the rules of the World Plan Section, I begin to defend me violently, only you can take me with four people halfway, then I start to take my opponents, I suggest to me I ran after them, when I got the opportunity to overwrite a bite in the arm. 

Then there are times four and make it to keep me in chess so that blood can be removed, my pen is filled and that I sign the contract they threaten me with a gun to my head oppressive, as I'm still refuse to show me a live stream on my IDT, as my family is being threatened by a sniper in the visor. 

As I see it, I realize I can't fail the "spontaneous" contract to sign. 

With trembling hands, I sign the contract and there it is, I can hardly believe it under the contract, Emily Scofield with my blood. 

At once I feel the cold metal, cold grip of the rifle of a hunter in my belly, everything will be black before my eyes and I will be unconscious, in time, before I return to me, I see how the bags my family have targeted to enforce her alleged right to us. They wanted to break me, but only made me angrier....

When I got back to me again, scared of a big bang like a cannon, I realize that I can't really move, apparently, I must now take my punishment, since they may not kill us in the allocation phase and also not later, because things that we have done in this time, my punishment would be different. 

You have my dress pulled down my back is completely free and put me in a cage clamped, my hands are tied to a beam, and my legs hang loose down. 

I hear a voice in the distance, which asks whether I am awake again, when I open my eyes I see myself in a kind of cage made of bulletproof glass, the Commander of the hunters in the Section III Victoria Orban stands in front of me and I know it is bad, because it is well-known beyond the borders of our Section that you do not let my mercy and some rumors, she has in her childhood animals tortured and partially claim still others say that they had killed her siblings in childhood. She has a uniform of the hunter, but since they have no masks can suffer, she has a habit of only for the Commander, which covered her mouth and nose outrage, it is black and a Section of Hydra over the mouth and nose and make it easier to breathe, it is supplied with fresh air via an integrated filter system, which is in no way inferior to the normal hunters. 

She speaks through the microphone "There are a few things that we cannot tolerate" I shout "Exactly! Pretty much everything, except to kill people" because I get a shock about my shackles, which they had created me. She speaks next "because of the clear violation of our traditions of the signing of the "spontaneous" contract, the resistance against our security personnel, the deliberate breach of duty by one of our employees will be sentenced to forty lashes Emily Scofield, due to the fault of judgment, there are times ten beats."

The bulletproof glass filled with black smoke, it is very scary everything is completely dark and after a few seconds, the Commander next to the wall and puts it in front of me. 

Your blood seems to boil, the veins throbbing and stand far, it seems very traveling together, not with rage to explode and shows me the whip, she has a black handle, which with a type of bandage is wrapped so that you don't slip, has five leather harnesses, which formed at the tips with small steel balls were embellished. 

The smoke is on once again as I whipped away completely, and all can see. 

After the first twenty hit my back and legs I realize how my blood begins to run down and in my shoe’s seeps into the ground, after a further twenty I suggest a slightly turbid, which gives me the last yield. 

Mrs Orban brings me back to my head with smelling salt, I can now see how the walls are sprayed with my blood, she asks me if I know what to do with traitors like me, as I very gently shake his head, she turns my head to the side and my view is inevitably on the fireplace, where a small fire already blazing blue. 

She brings an iron from the fire and it pushes me on the back of my hand, so that everyone can see that I am a traitor, I had never felt a pain, which flows through me I want to scream, but my vocal cords failure in the distance, I see that Benjamin has fulfilled his task and exactly at the moment when I release the brands get the fifty pigeons, as a sign of our resistance, I bags together…  … My eyes open, I'm still of pain flows through me, every little movement meets unexpected pain, when I look at the clock are three hours have passed since the signature. 

One of the nurses comes to me and says I must get up immediately, the Commanders are the same here. 

If I rise my clothes on, now that I dress welcome, only now I realize that I had completely pulled out earlier, up to the waistline and I am quite red, as I am aware, so that all could see me. 

When I pulled the straps of the dress over my shoulder, the Commander. 

You tree all in front of me and ask me one after the other, whether I have learned that it is not with the Sections. Still full of shame, I just nod gently to protect my family. 

But you want to be satisfied Commander Steward has a small silver suitcase near, puts it in front of me on a table he opens him and in him there is a beautiful hand embroidered collar made of velvet, it is black and looks very cuddly from he put it to me, it feels like velvet, is something cold and it lays down tightly around my neck but not too tight and blends with my skin, like a second skin, that you can't see it and get more information. With this collar you can follow my steps and monitor everything I say. The only thing you can do is not to see what I’m doing. 

With this background, I must organize in the morning as the first block and a pen, which I always bring with me in order to warn my parents, not to say too much.

You take me to the short leash, what I also can partly understand, finally I broke your celebration and all other Sections before you fool. 

When we go back to the celebration, come to me and my friends I point to them that I got a band by giving them the sign, which we had agreed. 

The Commanders occur on the stage and the Section Leader shuts off live on the big screen. 

"Ladies and gentlemen, our delegates from other Sections", his gaze goes to the balcony, where else always the Queen, in their speeches, "The representatives of the departments, ladies and gentlemen in front of the TV´s, our new recruits," I see on the screen, the camera has me in the visor "and not to forget our older fellow today, what your retirement may commence. Welcome, Welcome to the celebrations on the occasion of the signing of the World Section contract of the SECTION III in London, the chairman of the Section I can still recall the meaning of the feast time, there shall also serve as we serve our fellows, the order in the world to get our young recruits to show that our Section has a good heart and lie at the heart of all subordinates. 

I now give the floor to the Commanders, which is now a few words about your job want to share with you."

A Commander after the other comes to the microphone and holds a hymn of praise to his department and why we should serve in this. 

When finally, all finished goods, Commander Orban again and asks me to the microphone on the stage, this is nothing. 

My feet are slow in motion as if in a trance, and I would be breathing is heavier than me with every breath I finally climbed the last step, her arm around my shoulder, as if we were old friends, the pain through my body, but I do not tarry muscle, because the triumph I will not treat yourself. 

At the microphone arrived, she says that I still have all the say something and whispers in my ear, just no false words, otherwise you will never again see your family. 

So I joined a step before and said, "Hello my Comrades, certainly it cannot have escaped you that I do not agree with the policy today and expressed my displeasure, I can't recommend it to imitate me, their own pain, I swipe through my hand and my back, it is easy to cope with, but the pain, if your family is threatened by a sniper rifle and you get to see a hunter, is not worth it. 

Yes, I want to apologize for my behaviour today and ask you out you, it makes no sense to bring your family is in danger." 

After my speech once you hear the voice of the Section Leader, which officially opened the festival and we now supply with food and drink. 

Since my throat feels like a desert, I first of all what to drink, the milk settles gently over my neck and I can swallow and breathe better again, since more mucus forms and protectively over the mucous membranes.

I should go to the food, where my friends are already waiting for me, you have a couple of napkins on the table call funny way that you show me that our action has fulfilled the purpose and you wish me luck that my wounds to go quickly.

Since I don't expect I am very touched and grateful. 

I wonder what lovely food, and they show me the plate, which you are already ready for me had made, with a piece of roast turkey, a few sausages and most of all, egg with paprika. 

What would I be without my friends, they always think of me and provide for me, knowing what I like and what I good. 

But on the other hand, today I have also sacrificed a lot for our thing and we know that our lives are very cut for this reason, we will continue to expand our locations with my monitoring must change frequently, we can no longer speak, everything what our movement is concerned, I need you and the very old-fashioned letter by letter.  

We enjoy the feast, dance to the music and drink my pain us way as it is shortly before midnight we go home, tomorrow at one, goes my flight to Berlin, my service with the hunters. 

AND SUFFER AGAIN

It is the fifth of May, I wake up around eight because I had a bad nightmare, where the images from yesterday again before my eyes. 

I cry out, because the dream was so real and pain in my wounds were torn open again. 

My mom is in my room, I must tell her, for better or for worse, but I tell her everything, dad must come before. 

Because both were yesterday evening went to bed early because they do not want to dictate everything from the Sections on such days always make things of which I would rather don't want to know anything about it. 

I tell my parents everything and show you my wounds and the transcript on my IDT, where you are in the visor, both of which are beside themselves with rage when I want them to understand and start rumbling that you prefer silence, since I got the collar, you understand it is not, let me just say, I quickly get something ointment for my wounds. 

I go out on the floor lies a letter, my knees are very soft, as I can see, the symbol of the Underground movement when opening cutting I am almost at the paper, since my fingers too much trembling and I almost cease to breathe as I pull out the sheet, in the letter I read that I should like to congratulate our very action and what do I need to know if I should say. 

After the pharmacy where I ointment for the wounds and a few tablets for the pain I have brought in the stationery shops and fetch me a block and pins that I can write my parents that I had a collar. 

On the way back is a letter in front of the door again, this time from the hunters, it is there that my order has changed, and you pick me for three, if I’m not there, you shoot my whole family. 

I increases the breath, I must do something else? - You pick me? - Tell me not where it is going, and the letter is signed by the Commander Orban? - You want to shoot my family and have in hand, would you like us to observe the thoughts come to me last night, with the images on my IDT and I run home, on the stairs I stumble and fall through the door inside.

I am writing to my parents that I had a collar, they thank me that I went earlier and thus saves a lot of trouble. 

My Dad noticed the second letter which short look out from my pocket, reads it and all its always friendly trains disappear from his face, and he will be when he reads the name ash stake at the latest.

"You know, this means nothing good, whom should we trust when it comes to the crunch and we have to go."

"Dad, don't worry - I submit him the letter from the Underground - Henry Dunant will watch over us dad, don't worry,"

Shortly before twelve Brain comes from the Resistance movement over to pick me up, I show him the letter from the hunter, he swallows and nods understandable, hugs me warmly to farewell and whispers in my ear that he wishes me luck and hopefully we will see them again soon. 

We say goodbye in front of the door from each other and I will bring him to his taxi, which was organized by the Section. 

After he is gone, there is a Section vehicle, from a distance, as I see it, because the hunter is a high-level official escorting the vehicle so that it is not attacked and well through the traffic. 

As she holds me in front of our house will make quite differently in the stomach, in the moment when the door opens and I see my heart nearly stopped leaving it, the Commander Orban remains and I have to throw, the toast of this morning is out again and my stomach is completely empty, maybe it is better at what me expected.

She asks my father if they come into the house, he is still insecure, because they are in front of our door only nods, she looks at me, barks at me, what I have here in my room, I should go stand around and wait there. 

The Minutes become hours and I am always impatient, after half an hour my mom calls me into the living room, she is in tears now I know there is really nothing good. 

The Commander Orban grin at me and announced to me that I must complete my ministry in Berlin, however, I will complete my week as a judge in the government district. 

In the meantime, there are no classical judge more, they were replaced by a kind of upper executor and if someone is guilty, you need to enforce the judgment, as there is only one judgment there, it says you have to shoot the accused, and the balance in the courtroom. 

I am running it eerily down the back I can shoot but no man, even if it is his crime actually deserves. 

I also think that you know me slowly Commander Orban to assign only cases where the accused are guilty and does not seem to be acquitted, what anyway happens only once or twice a year. 

You leave me no time to pack my things, depending a hunter takes me to my arms and she grinding me into the car, my parents I can only when traveling through the darkened panes short wave, whether you look at it, I don't know, but in my mind I usually think that them have seen it. 

So, I cannot run away, puts me in shackles and handcuffs, so they have me better under control and me safe. 

You lead me in the car of the Commander and take me to the airport, where the plane of the Section Leader is waiting. 

I wonder why this aircraft, the second convoy with even more protection when I see how I was brought, it is clear to me the Section Leader also comes with. 

Six guards bring me into the aircraft, two in front and behind me, a left and right-hand sides of my arms behind me, the two have their weapons in stroke and I realize in my back. 

When we are in the plane, release my chains and fix me on the seat, which, as it seems to me extra for me has been installed, my hands, elbows, knees and feet are made with straps on the feast of the chair. 

My head is equipped with a seat belt strap at the head restraint. 

The Section Leader comes in the plane followed by the Commander. 

The Section Leader Petry consists in their seat that swivels with this in order that you may look into my eyes. 

You stroke over my cheeks "So young and so rebellious. Actually, the Commander wants to kill you yesterday, but I did it your forbidden, because we still have a lot with you before, you will help us to hit the Underground small and the order is maintained. 

If not, your family must believe it, thanks to your response, we know where we can hurt you. I don't know if the Commander there said unto thee, thou shalt be as presiding judge in the Underground processes to be present for the whole week."

It can get worse is going through my head. As a presiding judge directs the process, you only 

Asks questions and waits until the four under judge the judgment and you as the Chairman must enforce it. 

Worse it can no longer come; I must shoot people and it cannot influence whether you are guilty or not. 

We land in Berlin, the Commander Orban comes again to me, leans over me and whispers in my ear "remember Emily we monitor you, an escape helps neither you nor your family, the Underground can also not help more and something very funny, with your collar can we see you in the entire building of the Court places, we know exactly which room you will stay". 

I can no longer control my thoughts, I have determined this week at least ten Underground´s shot and what did the Commander so that you always know exactly where I am, what is this threat?

In the evening I still get a message on my IDT, I should pick up my robe, so I go along the corridors, always the way which on the IDT appears, after a few minutes I stand in front of a door and it appears, please enter on the IDT. 

On each IDT appears, who works in the department and is present, even before you open the door. 

After knocking on the door of alone and I see Tony, who had the robe for me, I take it, try it in the locker room and realize that it is very freely, when I asked him to consider writing instruction, he says "from above". 

I go back to my room when I shut the door I come on the next message on my pad. 

I am supposed to be in the arms issue. Is it really the seriously, they want to give me a weapon, but does I need a yes for the accused, but still very brave of them. 

Can I get a new-fanged weapon in the armory, so a model I've never seen before. It looks like a normal weapon, but the deduction is not there, that it is not firing. 

"What shall I do with a weapon without deduction," I snarled the types of the Armory when he wants answers, I hear a voice only too well, which to me seems familiar, Madam Commander Orban question I 

"Yes, my love, do you really think we will leave you a weapon without security measures? Your weapon can only trigger when we release it, by which I mean all four under judges and I, we will, however, only if you're aiming for, otherwise on the accused is your weapon completely useless, are you surprised?" 

I reciprocate not really, the only thing I didn't know was that the technique of the Section already so far. 

She says to me in confidence, we can do a lot more, this is only a small part, if you don't play along and not well-behaved, we can also control you directly, not just your weapon. 

Back bags on my bed and sink into my pillow, howling in the idea that nobody can help me, I am not to fight back, and my entire family is threatened and is not secure. My IDT vibrates through the room again, I cry and wonder how the torment me, shall I come before all showers, or what have you, when I read the message is a little hope in me there is a message from the Underground, but who has my new account is signed, only with Z.M. and the symbol of the dove for the movement. I immediately delete the message and go to where it was said to me. 

Behind the door I expect Tony he holds a sign that I can't talk. 

Next, he shows me a piece of paper and points to a small box, in which an old-fashioned smartphone and note that it is from the Underground and I can use it to communicate, it must always remain in my room and before I departure should I give it again at the next destination, Tony will contact you and send me a new one, the risk to be caught during the trip is much too large. 

I put the phone between my breasts to make it up to my room to get unnoticed. 

Just when I thought there is rest for tonight, you will hear the gong in the hallway and I go to eat in the cafeteria on the first floor for something to eat, to my surprise, without further harassment from, this is the first time since I'm here and I can relax a little bit. 

Now I am lying on the bed and attempts to come to other thoughts, I think of my family, to London, to my friends and neighbors that I have brought you all with my actions in danger. 

My view my arm swings down and now I see what I have burned, it is the Hydra of World Section Plan, which is backwards on my back that I always see him enthroned and remember who I am, I will have to serve. 

After the food is rest until the next day around six, where the breakfast rung. 

I lie on my bed and let me know the day or time through the head, no one is there to protect my family or my friends, I must do what you tell me and bring me to all evil deeds, no matter how hard you fall for me. 

Just when I close my eyes Welcome to sleep, I notice a light under my pillow, I had mentioned a smartphone, there is a message from the Underground, which congratulates and encourages me to my made me to speak up if I need something. 

I want nothing more to do with the resistance… 

A thought comes to me … at the same time, we are all against the Sections, so I write "Hello, this is Emily, I would like to thank you for your trust, I will continue to fight for our cause. 

I only have a great deal of concern in my family, that what happens, you can bring them to safety, I believe I'm not more length and do not want to be in danger."

The answer will come promptly "Thank you, we will continue to support us want your family to bring us into a hiding place tonight and tomorrow with a flight to Australia, in a hospital, since we can best protect your parents."

I am writing to you back "If you say to my family "Henry Dunant" sends you, because he knows that I have sent you and they can trust you."

My family and I had always said that the founder of the Red Cross will protect us, so it will work. 

THE COURT

At half past seven, I am with breakfast finished, I pull my robe on and go in the courtrooms, after a long search and the last door I find my place for the next week, it is the last room in the lowest cellar, on the door are my case for today there are solid thirty and I have the feeling that it the next day no less. 

I slowly open the door; the room is twenty meters long and about fifteen meters wide. 

In the middle two meters in front of the wall is located in the centre of the judges table, can I know my name and "Oh no", depending on the left and right, the four highest and toughest judges, which one can find here. 

All five-star judges, the stars will be measured on the basis of the convictions, so will probably already be sentenced today several and I must kill them.  

I look at the room further, as my view in the middle hangs, there are breakout safe carbon fibre ropes in the earth and four crescents that don't really fix the accused on the ground during the negotiations? 

The left and right are the tables of the prosecutor and defender.  

There is a knock me one of the other judges on the shoulder, I startle

"Well you're new here, freshly assigned? 

- I look at him and can give no reply from me; he smiles at me and asks further - and if you're looking forward to redeeming the first traitor? "

I look at and shake his head, he looks at me blankly at "I am still in the assignment phase" and show my brands, it must be violently beginning to laugh. 

"If you kneel before me, don't worry you will get your bullet, if I give thee counsel, must show the part here, otherwise any other land on your knees you faster than you would like."

He takes me in his arms and whispers in my ear, I hope you can do it all and don't worry your collar does not down here.  

I breathe in and pull the thin gloves, which Tony has given me yesterday, with the remark, they protect you in dark and cold rooms, what the space here in any case.  

If I see him again, I must thank him quietly.  

We will now move into the space behind the hall and waiting for the other three judges, as soon as the last inside, not even five minutes pass and the light comes on, which should show us that it is time to enter the hall.  

We go into the hall I first and foremost and the other afterwards, fortunately the judge knows what my secret behind me, because when I enter the room, I remain rooted to the spot. 

The man who is accused of not older than I am, and there are all waiting in the hall except, who is sitting in the first row right in the middle. 

I will not get rid of the Mist somehow Mrs Commander Orban has come, but is this, she had said yes yesterday.  

I make it somehow to my seat and to find my voice again.  

In the preparation room all drummed into me what I have to say, Thus, at least in the first few minutes nothing will go wrong.  

I urge the indictment on their view to detail and look at the act in parallel. 

He is guilty in any case at least in the case of the law which, so we have I see the man in the eyes, which I must shoot first.  

Fortunately, I get just in time that the prosecution is finished, now I urge the defender to portray the view of the prosecution, it is also the first case of the defender. 

The nothing can be great.  

I take a closer look at the file, the name of the accused, Robert Klein, he has on the same day as my birthday, so he has to get caught in the preparation.  

Robert comes from New Hampshire when he was six, his parents are then considered.  

The defence is ready, I have to concentrate more on the case I notice, I question the accused according to his data, make his IDT scanning, so that we can be quite sure that everything is correct, but there is nothing to complain about, he does not want to continue to comment on the allegations.  

So, I call the first witnesses on " Mrs Commander Orban, please refer to the witness stand" is it really came out of my mouth?  

The Prosecution asks what you've seen in the night "The defendant has a bomb placed under the tribune of the London hard site, just below where we always set up the cage, if we rebel, this happens almost every year in order to silence them, what could have been tempted, but this year we were faster and have the accused Robert Klein was caught and arrested him. "  

At least now it's all over for him, even though he had me, if everything works and I had said something wrong had killed him, but I cannot shoot them.  

There are three additional witnesses mainly from the environment of the Commander.  

At the end, I urge all their final views all cross talking in the corner of my eye I see that Robert is trying to say something, when I ask him to rest and to word please, he says only that he never had to kill me. 

I believe him and why not, he has the explosives were attached, but someone completely different from the Underground had pressed the button.   

We pull us back to the verdict; I must wait in front of the room since I only need to enforce may not decide.  

They come out again after two minutes, print me a slip of paper in the hand and tap me on the shoulder, all wish me a lot of fun.  

As usual, we go back into the hall and all are available again, I make with a shaky hand on the envelope and read aloud. 

We have five Judges decide that Robert with his action is a threat to the security of the Sections, "Because it is not important, what the people thought, the main thing is that the Section, and whose Leaders are doing well and everybody is dancing after their pipe", I think that the defendant was convicted Robert Klein, I read the slip cases and catch on the door, but before I had reached the door to race is the Commander already on me and pushes me to the ground. Immediately, six court guards and hold me tight.  

Suddenly I see that the floor in front of the accused opens and just like with him up the fixations are also on the rise, the Court guards bring a pillory, like in the Middle Ages, where the head in the centre left and right hands can be fixed. 

So, I cannot turn a blind eye, the songs of my eyes with tape and the weapon they will bind to my hand, so I must fulfil my task and I can no longer resist.  

I cry out as I have never in my life have crying.  

I refuse still pull the trigger, this raises the Mrs Commander behind me and brings out the whip. 

After fifteen hit my wounds from the day before yesterday, I can no longer are once again burst and somehow, I have the feeling that something is different today, I refuse.

They are showing me on the wall in front of me a live image to see where my friends are threatened with a weapon on knees and headhunters.  

I can't take it anymore and implore Robert to "Robert, I´m so sorry, but I must make it, please don´t be angry with me, I have no other choice, I'm so sorry. "  

"Don't worry Emily, I can understand it, I thank thee that thou hast fought for me, I would be so or so died, whether by yourself or through someone else's bullet." 

He is right, he would have died either way, he gives me one last smile and I don't know how but my fingers have managed to print the "deduction".  

I cry out again and bags together, Robert Klein, the first I killed them, or rather had to kill.  

They let me in the carriage, until Robert bled, and it is in a black bag and take it away. 

After waking up because I am still very angry and upset, I try desperately to get going, but without success. 

I notice a small stub, and everything is going dark when I awake, I realize that I am alone in my room and left lying there. 

I come to the Infirmary, is excluded, the Commander Orban has it forbidden; thus I have no other choice than to accept the pain and try not to break completely. 

The bell goes, I try to summon up for dinner, have created it but only after numerous attempts I finally put one foot before the other and gradually I can only make very small steps, but after several minutes I finally come in the dining room, everyone's looking at me, it has quickly get around that I did not fulfill my task and the spare approach need. 

In the night I hardly slept, my wounds still hurt too much to do and the fear of morning robbing me sleep, but I'm going to this day remain hard, the Underground repeated today by my friends in a safe house. 

The next morning, I won't go into the courtrooms and hide me in the toilets at the top of the building as far away as possible away from the halls. 

The time passes, the breakfast is over, the negotiations begin, nor equal to five minutes, I hear the door opened, it will rattle the shoes two hunters and the high heels from Mrs Commander, the door of my hiding place is BELCHING and before I do I lie on the ground, pressing my hands on the back and handcuffs surround my wrists. 

You Raise Me Up and dragging me with great resistance in the courtrooms and bind me to the chair.  

The first case for today it starts, everything runs just like yesterday, we come clean, the apparent negotiation and when they come out of the advice, I get the slip of paper on the table, they have not dared to make me go. 

Also, this time the verdict is guilty, I must as well as the condemned man his sentence yesterday, I can't have the heart and refuse me again, I feel a sting and when I return to me, I see myself in the sidecar of yesterday. 

Fortunately, my friends in security, my family is on its way to Australia, so what do you want to do such a thing to me? 

I thought to myself.

They are showing me on the wall a live transmission from a command center, a fighter jet with the Millennium Bridge in sight, the bridge is determined completely overcrowded and hundreds of thousands of people on the bridge. 

I refuse still, as a kind of demonstration of power that you are serious, set the Seniak jet a, so that all people on the bridge are driven from the outside to the middle and heavy breathing.  

I have tears in my eyes, and I prints from, again I must bleed and watch as the defendant was removed. 

The whole is repeated at least ten times today, at least in the courts until the day is over. 

At the end of the day, the Commander to me, knocking me on the shoulders, "You see, it is not so difficult to Emily."

I want her to give a hit, fast and strong, but it was even more trouble, so go to my room in tears, lying in my bed and the pillow is wet from my tears, fortunately, my friends and family to safety. 

There is a knock on the door, Tony comes purely "Grab your things quickly, you have to take the helicopter.

You come here today gone." I can't think of a stone from the heart, finally I get away from here. 

When I want to begin to pack, Tony comes to me 

"We still need your mobile phone you can get to the new location, a new one will contact you."

I am a little confused, search it out and give it to him very reluctantly, only when he assured me that my family goes well and I get one again and even after I arrived with my family, I can speak from the hand and grab my things because I am at the new location to get new clothes I don't need much to grab, everything fits into a small backpack. 

Now I am on the way to the helicopter, the wind blows my hair tied to a plait confusion and refreshed my wounds. 

I put the foot on the stairs to get and when I catch in the first look inside, I fall backwards again in shock from the stage, it keeps me a hand, the face of the Commander comes to the door "I hope you haven't thought, I'll leave you alone, we will spend the week together and have a lot of fun." 

When I hear it runs down my spine and I feel each blow with the whip over the last few days again as if I just go through it. Silently I go into the helicopter and try to enjoy the flight and I can almost completely, as we fly over Lake Geneva and the Alps stretches in front of us and the setting sun the lake and mountains in a deep red. 

THE FIRST DAY IN GENEVA

After the helicopter has landed, we get out blows me a very lukewarm air around my cheeks at the same time, strikes me as a very sweet smell in the nose, which actually only occurs when the black field we set on fire and not had the luck to get through the day burned. 

I will also this time by the Commander Orban in a government building and can control me at any time. 

After I unpacked my stuff, I get a message on my IDT, which leads me to the clothing issue. 

Arrived in the room, I implied things and make me once again on the way to my room. I look at the clothes on, I recognize this type immediately again and know that I have to work tomorrow on the black field. 

The bell to dinner in the dining room all arrived, turn to me and begin to whisper, apparently the Commander Orban already told you who I am, so that no one wants to be seen with me and I must endure the time alone. 

"Look at those who says that she gets away with everything and our order on its head," or "I am really looking forward, if I must tomorrow make, when everything is black,"; 

I tear myself together and try not to say anything, but then "Unfortunately, your bastards from family, friends and accomplices immersed, but maybe a good thing, otherwise the now were certainly not more life." My head is quite red, I have the feeling that my whole blood in my head shot is actually a small "Whaaat, you asshole you, what on earth are you doing so to speak about my family and friends, but make sure you are so satisfied with the world as it is, the main thing is that you