“He’s not here.”

Roxanne studied each customer in turn. Though the bar boasted several dark-haired men in conservative suits, none of them was Gage. None had his stark masculinity, his sexy—Whoa. What’s this? She focused on two men at one end of the bar.

“He’s there,” Roxanne whispered. Her body grew numb and her heart sank as her gaze locked on the familiar sculpted cheekbones and jaw.

Her friend Toni followed her gaze. “I was kind of expecting him to be with a svelte blond lover. Wait, he’s got a ponytail! And he’s smoking!”

Roxanne had noticed that, too. The sophisticated surface she saw every day had been wiped away, as if the charming man she lived with was an act and a dangerous stranger had taken his place.

He’d lied to her. What the hell was going on? In that moment of watching her fiancé acting like someone else…something inside her shifted.

Snapped.

Gage may think he’s got me fooled, she thought furiously as she rose from her chair, but this is where it ends….

Dear Reader,

Ah, bad boys. Aren’t they just sigh-inducingly wonderful?

Though this story opens with Roxanne, to me it will always be Gage’s book. This is why the book begins where it does—not with him meeting the woman of his dreams and falling in love, but after he’s already popped the question.

“This is a romance, right?” you ask.

You betcha. Just an unconventional one. Because things are not what they seem with Gage. He’s got secrets. (Psst… one really big one.)

I hope you enjoy reading about Gage and his past, his motivations and dreams. And I think you’ll find Roxanne grows into his perfect match. But in the meantime he’s got a whole lot of explaining to do….

I’d love to hear from you via my Web site: www.wendyetherington.com. Or my mailing address: P.O. Box 3016, Irmo, SC 29063.

Hope much love and laughter comes your way,

Wendy Etherington

Private Lies

Wendy Etherington

www.millsandboon.co.uk

To my sisters, Catherine Word and Laura Gurner, for their constant love and support.

Contents

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

1

ROXANNE LEWIS’S HEART lurched. “It can’t be.”

Antoinette St. Clair—Toni to all who intended to stay on her good side—lifted her gaze from her plate of salmon. Her eyes filled with regret. “I’m sorry, Rox, but Gage was in the Quarter last night.”

“He’s supposed to be in Chicago.”

“He’s not.”

Tucked in the corner booth of her favorite French Quarter restaurant, away from the curious eyes of the other diners, Roxanne pushed away her nearly untouched crab Louis salad. No one ever accused Toni of being flighty—without acquiring bruises anyway. If she said she saw Gage in New Orleans, she did.

Roxanne fought against the panic fluttering in her stomach, recalling last Saturday night, when she and Gage had eaten a late dinner, when he’d slid his hand along her thigh during dessert…

“Doing what?” she asked quickly, banishing the erotic thoughts.

“Leaning against the wall outside a bar.”

Maybe he’d just come back a day early. Maybe he’d had a late business meeting. He’d had a lot of those lately. “Was he with anyone?”

“No, but he studied the crowd a lot and kept glancing at his watch.” Toni gestured with her fork. “Like he was waiting for someone.”

Someone. Not her. How many times had she wondered what he saw in her? He’d chosen her. He’d proposed to her. And, yet, insecurity lingered. There were parts of Gage he didn’t share with her. She’d tried to tell herself it didn’t matter. He showered her with affection, devotion…loyalty. Just because he was sexy as hell, smart and rich didn’t mean every woman in New Orleans was chasing him.

Only the ones between twenty and sixty.

Roxanne sipped her water and tried to pretend a lump wasn’t blocking her throat. “Do you think he could have been meeting a woman?”

“Maybe. God knows I’ve been tempted.”

Roxanne’s gaze jumped to Toni’s. “To cheat?”

Her friend grinned. “No, to jump Gage Dabon’s bones.”

“Be serious.”

The smile wiped from her face, Toni angled her head. “I am. I’m seriously pissed. Why aren’t you?”

“I am.” No, you’re not, Roxanne. You’re scared. Bone-deep scared. You knew you’d never hold him.

“Stop.” Toni tugged a strand of Roxanne’s long, corkscrew-curly red hair. “You’re quite a catch yourself, Foxy Roxy.”

Roxanne didn’t bother to deny Toni had guessed the direction of her thoughts. They’d been friends too long. “He’d be better off with someone like you,” Roxanne said. “Someone more outgoing.”

“Hell, Rox, we haven’t had near enough wine for a pity party.” She frowned at her water glass. “We haven’t had any wine.” Shrugging, Toni polished off the last bite of her salmon, then handed her plate to a passing waiter. “And, no offense, but Gage’s too tame for me. Hunky, yes. But banks, blue suits and dark ties? No, thanks.”

You haven’t seen that body without the suits. Then the implication of Toni’s words sunk in. “I like tame. There’s nothing wrong with tame.”

“That’s because you grew up with excitement, not Miss Manners lessons twenty-four hours a day.”

Roxanne didn’t want to go anywhere near the subject of Toni’s intimidating, uptight mother. Talk about scary.

Thankfully, Toni tucked a strand of her shaggy blond hair behind her ear and rolled on. “And, speaking of annoying relatives, you have to remember the way Gage stood up under your family’s scrutiny. Any man who’d do that has to want you pretty badly.”

“True.” Roxanne’s father, brother and sister were all cops. Nobel, brave and strong. They stood for the weak and defenseless; they worked tirelessly so other families could be spared the kind of tragedy that Roxanne’s had suffered—her mother dying at the hands of a paroled murderer, who’d sought to punish Roxanne’s father for sending him to prison.

Roxanne had felt abandoned without her mother and had no desire to run into the kind of people who had killed her. Accounting, not law enforcement was her calling. Numbers didn’t lie, numbers made sense…numbers didn’t die.

Wimpy, her sister had once accused. Practical, Roxanne had argued back. Of course, practicality was obviously missing from every Lewis’s genetic makeup except hers.

“So, what’s the plan?” Toni asked, leaning forward, her blue eyes twinkling with anticipation.

“What plan? I’ll ask him what he was doing in the Quarter last night and why he didn’t bother to call me. Or come home.”

Toni tapped her long, acrylic nails—currently painted hot pink with green palm trees and bright yellow suns on each one in anticipation of the busy summer-tourist season—against the table. “Uh-huh. You? Miss Nonconfrontation. You’re going to ask Gage why he lied, who he was meeting.”

“Yes.” She banged her fist against the table, knowing she needed this pep talk to urge her on. “Do you think I should act angry and demand an answer, or be sly and attempt to catch him lying?”

“You’ve already caught him in a lie, and I think you should be angry.”

“I am.”

“Then why are your hands shaking?”

Sighing, Roxanne immediately linked her fingers. “I can’t help it. I won’t know what to say.”

“Where the hell were you last night, you lying bastard? works for me.”

“Be reasonable, Toni.”

“Why?”

Roxanne rubbed her temples, unable to come up with a reasonable argument at the moment. She’d no doubt think of something hours from now, but the impact would be lost. How did people train themselves to think on their feet? After a lifetime of friendship with Toni, shouldn’t some of her sass have rubbed off?

“Since you don’t have a plan, mine is perfect.”

Roxanne instinctively shook her head. Oh, no. Toni’s past plans had included everything from giving the dog the keys to her mother’s brand-new Mercedes—which he’d promptly buried in the backyard—to sawing off the legs of Sister Margaretta’s desk in the seventh grade, to disguising the two of them in black wigs and red lipstick to sneak into fraternity parties at Tulane.

As usual, Toni ignored Roxanne’s protest. “I think we should follow him.”

“No.” If Toni was surprised by her direct, one-word refusal, she didn’t show it. And, dang it, she’d been practicing.

“You have a right to know what’s going on,” Toni continued.

“I will. I’ll ask.”

“And if he denies it?”

“I’ll—” She stopped, breaking her friend’s direct glare. Gage was smooth, sometimes almost too smooth. Roxanne had no doubt the man could say he’d been called into New Orleans for an hour, then directed back to Mars, and somehow effectively convince her that was the absolute and complete truth.

“Come on, Rox. We’ll disguise ourselves. It’ll be just like college. I’ve got the perfect disguise picked out at the shop already.”

The shop—aka the Tacky Diva. When she’d attended the splashy opening of Toni’s store, Roxanne was sure Toni had used her trust fund to open the lingerie, costume and party-clothes store just to piss off her conservative family. But her friend’s shop had survived for nearly ten years and was now courted by the trust-fund babies for ammunition in catching the perfect husband, then those same women shopped for their wedding trousseaux.

Roxanne often wondered how many seasoned trust-fund lawyers blanched at the Visa charges from the Tacky Diva, instead of Saks.

“No disguises,” she said firmly—she’d been practicing that tone. “No following. No videotaping. No tracking devices. No bugs.”

“Why the hell not? You have a right to the truth.”

“A sentiment undoubtedly not shared by Sister Katherine after you bugged her office phone, then told our tenth-grade English class she’d been dialing 1–900–HUNKMAN in her spare time.”

“I can get a bug so small it’ll slide alongside the battery of his cell phone.”

Roxanne’s stomach rolled. This morning she’d been blissfully happy, planning her wedding, and now she was contemplating bugging her fiancé’s cell phone? “No. And isn’t bugging someone’s property without their knowledge, or a court order, illegal?”

“Why in the world would you bug someone with their knowledge?”

“I—” That girl was nearly as slick as Gage. Roxanne fought hard against the urge to run back to her office and hide under the desk until this whole storm passed. She didn’t want to spy on her lover. She didn’t want to confront him. She wanted…

To be a fool.

“Just think about my idea,” Toni said, her usually animated face dead serious. “Remember, with my plan you can avoid confronting him for the moment. You can find out the truth.” She squeezed Roxanne’s hand in a gesture of complete fidelity and understanding. “You deserve the truth.”

“I know, but—”

“Speak of the devil.” Toni leaned back against the red, leather-covered booth. Her face relaxed, but her eyes narrowed at a spot over Roxanne’s shoulder.

Roxanne didn’t have to glance back to know who’d entered the restaurant, but she did anyway, unable to resist the temptation of simply watching Gage Dabon move.

She turned in time to see the maître d’ pointing out her table. Gage’s broad shoulders and trim physique were encased in an expensive-looking dark blue suit. His gorgeous, sculpted face and his confident, almost arrogant manner—no doubt delivered to him via his Creole ancestors—caused more than a few heads to turn. His thick, slightly wavy hair gleamed blue-black under the crystal chandeliers, as if an enhancing spotlight followed every step he took, every muscle he flexed. He moved with purpose, with an almost predatory gait. Nothing would sway him from his path. Deny him what he sought.

What the hell was he doing with her? she wondered, and not for the first time.

“Oh, God,” she said in a low tone to Toni. “I’m not ready to face him.”

“Be strong. I’m here. Ask him where he went to dinner last night.”

“Afternoon, babe.”

Roxanne reached deep for some Lewis nerves and lifted her face for Gage’s light kiss. His lips lingered just a bit on hers, longer than was really appropriate for lunchtime affection. But then they hadn’t seen each other in four days, and their reunions weren’t usually so public.

She craved him with a hunger that had everything to do with sexual need, and yet she knew there was so much more.

“I missed you,” he said against her lips.

As always, the wonder of his touch and his voice exploded in her stomach, rolled through her blood, making her glad she was sitting, as her knees would never hold her weight. He stroked her jaw with his thumb, his silvery gaze meeting hers. “You look tired. Not sleeping well without me?”

Lack of sleep was the least of her troubles. Her stomach clenched. “I’m fine.”

He continued to stare at her for the space of two heartbeats, as if deciding whether or not to accept her answer, but obviously choosing not to push. He glanced across the table. “Hello, Toni. I’m pleased to see someone can convince her to take time for lunch.”

He’s so cool, Roxanne thought, watching him unbutton his suit coat and slide into the booth next to her. Was he cool enough to lie to her? And why? Would he really betray her with another woman?

Her heart raced. Nervous, she fiddled with a napkin rolled up in a place setting, finally pushing it and her plate in front of Gage. “Have you eaten?”

He regarded the plate, then her. “No, and you haven’t either.”

“You have it.”

“Fine. We’ll share.” He dropped the napkin on his lap then forked up a bite of crab, holding it in front of her lips.

Knowing it never did any good to argue with Gage, Roxanne took the bite. His thigh brushed hers, and their intimate position reminded her of other nudges and sighs, erotic moments, familiar touches. She swallowed crab she didn’t taste, forcing it down with the tears clogging her chest.

“How’s business, Toni?”

“Busy. Everybody’s gearing up for summer.”

“I see more withdrawals than deposits. Not you, though?”

Toni fiddled with the stem of her water glass. “Clients are in the buying mood. In fact, I met with one last night.” She paused, her blue eyes cold. “In the Quarter.”

Roxanne could have sworn Gage flinched.

Then, a second later, slick as spit, he casually held another bite of salad against her lips. Her heart hammering, her mind buzzing with the answer he might give, she shook her head and leaned back.

One dark eyebrow quirked at the distance she formed between them, and she held her breath for his answer.

His gaze flicked to Toni. “I’ll bet things are wild down there.”

Roxanne gripped the table in an effort to interrupt, to accuse him of knowing exactly how the Quarter was last night. But she held her tongue.

Maybe because Toni had stamped on her foot.

“I keep my distance at night usually. Though Rox and I like that new restaurant on St. Ann. Maybe we’ll go next week.” His gaze, full of sincere invitation, locked with hers. “Want to, Rox?”

Roxanne’s body ceased beating, moving, or thumping. He’d lied. He’d just lied to her face.

A hollow sense of betrayal invaded her.

The waiter set café au lait in front of them, and Roxanne sipped, though she tasted nothing.

Under the table, Toni kicked her. Her friend had, no doubt, sensed the way of the wind. “How was Chicago?” she forced herself to ask.

Gage smiled, his even white teeth flashing beneath the antique lamplights in the restaurant. “Cold as hell. Guess they don’t realize it’s May up there.”

“But no delays,” Toni asked, her smile tight as Roxanne’s heart restarted and threatened to jump from her chest. “You were able to take off this morning?”

“Smooth takeoff, for which I was glad. I was anxious to get back to Roxanne.”

Roxanne noticed he didn’t deny taking off this morning. Nor did he exactly confirm. The vagueness bothered her, and she fought to remember other trips and itineraries he might have vaguely mentioned. He’d gone to New York a couple of weeks ago, said he’d be there for two days and wound up staying for four. Had there been other trips she’d blown off as insignificant business meetings and delays? How deep did this go? How long has the lying been going on?

Nauseous, she realized Toni had been right. She deserved the truth. She had to find out what was happening.

Gage angled his body toward her. “Unfortunately, we’re going to have to change our plans for tonight. An unexpected meeting has come up.”

Another lie? What is he really doing? And with whom?

“Really?” she asked, working for curious innocence—her usual mentality, so surely she’d pulled it off. “You just got back. I really wanted to share this new restaurant with you. It’s a client of mine’s first leap into the business. He needs the support.”

“I know it was important.” His voice deepened with concern, and he moved closer, angling his body toward hers, effectively boxing her between the wall and his broad chest. His spicy scent invaded her. She fought the urge to touch him. He had a great body. A responsive body.

“I’ll make it up to you next week, I promise,” he said. “This meeting couldn’t be avoided. I’ll be in town, but I have to stay over at the hotel.”

“Mmm.” She glanced at Toni, who sipped her coffee as if she didn’t have every molecule directed at their conversation. “Which hotel?”

“The Sheraton.”

“Good choice. They have a view of the river, you know. It’s—”

“Are you planning to surprise me and show up in my room—” he paused, his grin blooming with devilish enthusiasm, his voice lowering “—naked, perhaps?”

Startled, she raised her head.

He leaned forward, pressing a light kiss on her jaw, sending heat soaring through her veins. “As much as I would enjoy it, you would, no doubt, shock the accounts manager I’m rooming with right out of his Jockey shorts.”

She fought desperately against his allure—the spicy, male smell of him, his warm breath against her skin—reminding herself he’d never roomed with anyone before. A very smooth and flattering response to keep her from showing up unexpectedly at his hotel? She never would have considered interrupting his business meetings before today. Before he’d lied.

Her head ached from the unanswered questions, but she swallowed her fear and anger for the moment. She needed time to figure out what to do, how to confront him.

“I promise not to stay more than two nights,” he continued, “and I’ll have my cell phone if you need me.” His hand slid up her leg, encountering bare flesh at the edge of her thigh-high hose. “God, do you know how sexy these things are?” He whispered. “How am I going to concentrate on stock portfolios now?”

With his clever fingers dancing their way to her crotch, Roxanne drew a deep breath. Damp heat flooded her panties. The tip of his finger brushed the satin, and she squirmed on the seat, wondering how she could discreetly press his hand harder against her. Four nights without him, and she was panting. It was crazy. It was exhilarating.

The pleasure he always brought her was so intense, so powerful, she couldn’t doubt his feelings for her, his love for her. Though he rarely said the words out loud. And the concentration and attention he lavished on her had led to security, to trust. Until now. Until doubt and fear and suspicion had reared their ugly heads.

“This is a great chance for a girls’ night out. Right, Rox?”

Toni’s cheerful but tight voice broke through Roxanne’s sexual fantasy. Caught somewhere between wanting, fulfillment, and disappointment at her own needs, she yanked her navy jacket straight and prayed Gage would find that coolness of his, so as not to betray what was actually going on beneath the linen tablecloth.

She need not have worried.

Gage glided his hand from between her thighs to the small of her back. “I’m glad you’ll have Toni to distract you.”

“Oh, yeah. We can always troll the bars in the Quarter,” Toni said sharply.

Gage’s silver eyes flashed with humor. He grinned as his gaze slid from Toni to Roxanne. “Just remember who you belong to, babe,” he said lightly.

I remember. Do you? She searched his face for signs of insincerity, for slyness or an outright lie. She saw nothing but warmth and hunger. Directed at her. Gage had that power. He made her feel as if no other woman existed. No man had ever given her that, even her father. Maybe she was addicted to that feeling. Maybe that feeling had led her to believe she was in love. But how could she love a man she didn’t really know?

She forced a smile to her lips. “You, of course.”

“I need to get going.” Gage slid one hand around Roxanne’s neck and drew her close. “Think of me.”

He pressed his lips briefly to hers, glided out of the booth, then left.

Roxanne sank her teeth into her bottom lip. She wanted him to wrap her in his strong arms almost as much as she wanted to strangle the man.

“So,” Toni began, peeking slyly over her coffee cup. “You want to meet me at the shop at three?”

“Definitely.”

GAGE DABON STRODE into the Bayou Palace’s lobby bar. Checking his Rolex, he sat on a stool and ordered Jack Daniel’s—Black Label. He retrieved a sterling-silver case from inside his jacket pocket and, lighting a cigarette, settled back with his drink to wait.

Image was everything in his business, as he’d learned a thousand times over. Image and guts. They kept the deal together. They kept you alive.

As he discreetly scanned the lobby for his quarry, he tried to force his thoughts away from Roxanne. But regret fought its way in.

He hated lying to her, hated it more every day, and the deception made him all the more conscious of how long he’d been at the game and how easy leaving would be. But he couldn’t let her discover the truth yet—for her own safety and his. He didn’t think she would appreciate the irony of her being engaged to the one kind of man she always said she could never live with—a cop.

Not just any beat cop, either. A Secret Service undercover agent for the United States Treasury Department.

He smiled grimly. No, he’d lose her. And that was unacceptable.

It had begun with an addiction to their favorite restaurant, and now, was he addicted to her as well? Her smile, her touch?

The fact that he’d actually proposed should tell him he’d lost his mind as well as his edge. A wife and a family made you vulnerable, prevented your heart from turning to steel, forced you think about going too far. But he desperately wanted that life with Roxanne.

Her sweetness and purity were like a balm to a man who’d lived among, then tracked and captured, the worst of society for nearly ten years. She made him feel clean when he was so damn tired of being dirty.

Every day he thought more about retiring. Every time he had to leave her. Every time he had to lie. If he could get through this case…

He shook aside the thought and swallowed another sip of liquor, the drink burning down his throat. He frankly hated the stuff, but the image required it. He had to focus on now. Today. This moment. For now, their engagement bound her to him. He’d find a way to explain things to her soon.

Finally, he spotted his target. And the ridiculous idiocy of criminals struck him anew. The kid—turning twenty-two next month—was a brilliant computer engineer. MIT graduate. Affluent upbringing. All-American good looks—though he really should get to know Calvin Klein and ditch the pocket protector.

Our young “hero” could have his pick of jobs, own a nice house in the suburbs, but instead Clark Mettles had decided to use his varied talents to counterfeit United States currency.

Ah, youth.

Gage shook his head in disgust, even as he raised his index finger to signal the kid.

Briefcase in hand, Mettles made a beeline for the bar stool next to Gage.

“M-Mr. Angelini?”

Sighing inwardly at the tremble in the kid’s voice, Gage tapped the bar. “Drink?”

“Uh—” his gaze darted to Gage’s glass “—whatever you’re having.”

Great. Now the kid would cough all through the meeting.

Gage gave the bartender the order, knowing his cover—Italian-mob-type Gage Angelini—would never talk a fellow criminal into a light beer.

With his dark coloring, it was easy to slip from his native French Creole, to Italian, Black Irish or Hispanic. Different clothes, accents, hairpieces, colored contacts, and presto, a spy is born.

“I brought samples,” Mettles said, reaching into his briefcase.

“Not here,” Gage said through his teeth.

The documents disappeared into the case.

Though Gage would have been thrilled to get the counterfeit plates and sample bills, hand over the payment and slap on the cuffs, he knew the kid was just a middleman. Mettles didn’t put a deal this slick together.

Gage wanted the kid’s boss—Joseph Stephano, if the undercover research was accurate. The Treasury Department had been after him for fifteen years, the FBI even longer.

The bartender delivered the drink, and Mettles threw back a healthy gulp, then gasped and coughed for a full minute before choking out, “Water.”

Gage ordered water and another drink for himself. It was going to be a long afternoon.

2

“IS MY WIG CROOKED?”

As she unlatched her seat belt, Roxanne eyed Toni’s sleek, shoulder-length white-blond hair. Her best friend looked like a cross between the part they planned to play—rich tourists on the make—and a jaded rock star.

Maybe it was the star-shaped crystal glued next to her right eye that sent the disguise over the top.

Roxanne tugged a lock on one side. “It looks great.”

Toni angled her head as she stared at herself in the mirror on the car’s visor. “I like the shade,” she said, fluffing her bangs. “Maybe I’ll go lighter with my color next time at the salon.”

“It flatters you.” Turning the rearview mirror, Roxanne examined her own disguise one last time. She should have known Toni would get carried away with this incognito business.

Her own father wouldn’t know her.

A nearly waist-length, ringlet-curled black wig covered her shoulder-length, dark red hair. She wore heavy pancake makeup; smoky eye shadow and black liner rimmed her eyes, which colored contacts had changed from golden-brown to green. Tanning cream and bronzing powder had turned her pale skin a dusky gold. Dark red lipstick gave her lips a sexy pout, and the body-hugging black pantsuit made her curves—enhanced with these weird, gel-like pads in her bra—obvious for anyone to see.

She felt ridiculous.

“I think we should have gone the other way and dressed as cleaning staff,” she told Toni.

“No way am I wearing those horrible orthopedic shoes.”

“We look obvious.”

Toni grinned as she applied bright pink lipstick. “Maybe we’ll get lucky.”

“As long as we don’t get caught.”

Toni dropped the lipstick in her bag. “Chill. The hotels are crawling with tourists. We’ll blend right in.”

“I can’t believe he lied—again.” Roxanne glanced again at Gage’s Mercedes, parked just one row over.

After spending most of the afternoon on their disguises, they’d driven to the Sheraton and scoped the parking decks for Gage’s car. Without success. So, as her heart pounded and her headache worsened, they’d driven around the other hotels’ lots. On the third one, they’d found their quarry. At the Bayou Palace.

“Maybe the meeting’s at the Palace, and he’s staying at the Sheraton,” she said.

Toni rolled her eyes. “Oh, that’s not reaching. And why would he move the car? The hotels are practically across the street from each other.”

“I’m just looking for a way I might have misunderstood.”

Toni laid her hand on her shoulder. Her eyes softened. “You’re in denial.”

Roxanne sighed. “Thanks for being here. I couldn’t do this without you.”

“We could just have my cousin tow the car and dump it in Lake Pontchartrain.”

Though the visual aspects of that plan appealed to her—as well as the idea of turning Gage into a Greta—she discovered she had some of the Lewis resolve after all. “No. I have to see this through.”

Toni smiled weakly. “Just think of the adventure we’ll have. We haven’t gone incognito since we snuck into fraternity parties in college.”

“And found your boyfriend snuggling up to a Chi O.”

Toni winced. “Right.”

The image of Gage and a svelte blonde—not unlike her friend’s current look—darted through her mind. She could picture him nuzzling her neck—God, he was a great nuzzler—and whispering naughty suggestions in her ear as she tossed back her head and laughed.

“Hey. Stop thinking about it,” Toni said as if she’d read her thoughts. “I’ve got two gallons of Ben and Jerry’s Cherry Garcia stashed in the freezer just in case.”

For a moment, Roxanne managed to forget her heartache. “Cherries? I’m gonna need chocolate.”

“You’re allergic.”

“A few coughs aren’t going to stop me tonight.”

“Fine.” Toni shimmied her shoulders. “Until then…let’s party.” She stepped from the car and tugged her trim pink suit into place, her gold bracelets jangling. “Okay, Foxy Roxy, lead on.”

Roxanne ground to a halt. “Damn. We need fake names.”

Toni clapped her hands. “Great. I get to be Brandy.”

“That sounds like a stripper.”

Toni sniffed. “I like it.”

“What about me?”

Toni eyed her up and down. “Something exotic, Mediterranean. Marina?”

“Fine.”

They wound through the parking garage before getting on an elevator. Roxanne’s heart hammered in her chest like a freight train. What would she do if she saw him? What if she found him sitting in the bar draped around another woman? Would she break into tears and run? Slap his face?

Maybe there was a logical explanation for deceiving her. Maybe he’d just gotten the hotels confused. Possible, but depressingly unlikely. Gage was way too careful.

The walk from the parking deck to the lobby seemed to take an eternity, but finally they pushed through the revolving glass door. They walked out, Toni swinging her hips so hard a bellhop tripped into his luggage cart.

Roxanne poked her in the side. “Will you stop? We’re supposed to be incognito.”

“We’re hiding in plain sight.”

“This is a mistake,” Roxanne said, her stomach suddenly bottoming out.

Toni grabbed her arm and tugged her toward a table of house phones. “You’ll hate me tomorrow if I let you back down.” She picked up the receiver and handed it to Roxanne. “Besides, it’s kind of exciting.”

“What do I do with this?”

“Ask the operator to ring Gage’s room, of course.”

“May I help you?” a voice said through the phone.

“Gage Dabon’s room, please.”

“I’m sorry. There’s no listing under that name.”

“What about First National Bank?”

“No, ma’am.”

Great. She could feel anger and dread stir deep inside. His car was here, but no room in his name? Maybe the room was registered in his roommate’s name. Damn. She should have questioned Gage further.

“I don’t suppose you have a John Smith?” Roxanne asked dryly.

“Seventy-two of them.”

“Of course. Thanks anyway.” Roxanne hung up. “Strike one.”

Toni smiled and looked around the opulent, bustling lobby. “Good.”

“Good?”

She pulled Roxanne by the wrist. “Now we can troll the bars.”

“The next time you get an idea this stupid, remind me to talk you out of it.”

Toni laughed, dragging her into the bustling lobby bar. Happy hour was in full swing, without a vacant seat in sight. As they craned their necks and wound through the tables, a pair of young businessmen gallantly gave up their stools at the bar. The men bought them drinks—a Long Island iced tea for Toni and a glass of white wine for Roxanne—and while Toni carried the small talk, Roxanne looked for Gage.

She flinched as each dark-haired man turned around. She strained for the sound of his voice. And frantic explanations scrolled through her mind. The parking deck at the Sheraton was full, so Gage had parked here. The meeting location had changed at the last minute. Gage was meeting a client here, then going to the Sheraton later.

But as much as she wanted to believe these excuses, her sense of practicality doubted it, and her imagination kicked into high gear. Hadn’t Gage been distant lately? Distracted? When he’d visited New York two weeks ago, had he really been here? And this week, had he gone to Chicago and come back early? Had he gone at all?

Could he really be cheating on her?

Though she’d never once considered him dishonest, she’d always sensed a dangerous, dark side in Gage. Ironically—given her vow to steer clear of cops—she wondered if that quality had attracted her.

After thirty minutes with no sign of Gage, and with nervous panic fluttering in her belly, she nudged Toni. “Let’s go.”

Toni batted her lashes in Jr. Executive #1’s direction. “In a minute.”

She stood and nudged Toni hard enough that her drink sloshed to the rim.

“Oh, right.” Toni downed one last slug of tea. How the girl drank that stuff and still walked—especially on high-heeled slingbacks—Roxanne had no idea. “Gotta cruise, guys,” she said to the suits as she slid off her stool. “Maybe we’ll catch you later in the Quarter.”

Roxanne nudged her friend. “Let’s go, Brandy.”

Toni’s eyes narrowed briefly, then she led the way out of the bar and across the lobby. From a bellhop, they learned there was a quiet piano bar on the twenty-sixth floor, so they headed up.

“I could get into this undercover work,” Toni said, inspecting her face in a compact.

Roxanne watched the elevator numbers light in sequence. “We’ll sign you up for P.I. school ASAP.”

The doors opened, and Toni strode out, Roxanne hot on her heels. The maître d’ stand was positioned at the bar’s entrance.

How did one go about these things? Following someone, tracking them down, confronting them? She swallowed hard. Why hadn’t she paid more attention to her siblings and father when they’d yammered on about their cases?

Tamping down her nerves and regrets, she watched Toni smoothly tell the tuxedo-clad maître d’ that she and her companion would prefer to sit in the back. He escorted them across the room to a small table next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, affording them an incredible view of the Mississippi River. Nauseous, Roxanne couldn’t appreciate the sight.

A waiter in black pants, white tuxedo shirt and black vest took their orders—Diet Coke for Roxanne and another Long Island iced tea for Toni—and Roxanne decided she would definitely drive home. She fiddled with the drink-special menu, then the gold-rimmed, crystal ashtray, while taking surreptitious glances around the room. It wasn’t until the smiling young waiter set her Coke in front of her, then met her gaze directly, frank male appreciation reflected in his eyes, that she remembered her disguise. She was Marina—exotic Mediterranean beauty. The description was so far from the usual her—quiet, ordinary Roxanne—she nearly giggled.

Good grief, she was getting hysterical.

The waiter left, and Roxanne concentrated on scanning the room—the dark, elegant attire of the customers, the quiet conversations, the muted lighting, the quiet strains of the piano.

“He’d like this.”

“A bit stuffy for me,” Toni said, wrinkling her nose.

Roxanne cast a sideways glance at her friend, wondering, incredulously, when this had become a girls’ night out.

“Uh, right.” Toni cleared her throat. “Gage.”

“He’s the reason we’re here.”

“Of course.” Craning her neck, Toni deduced, “He’s not here.”

“I’m beginning to agree.”

Roxanne studied each customer in turn. Though the bar boasted several dark-haired men in conservative suits, none of them were Gage. None had his stark masculinity, his controlled coolness, his sexy—

Whoa. What’s this?

A man at one end of the bar had turned. He lifted a dark amber drink to his lips. Sparkles of gold and diamonds winked at his wrist. Broad shoulders filled a black suit jacket. His manner was smooth, confident. Unsmiling, he nodded at his young male companion.

Gage.

Her heart hammered; her mouth went dry. Her gaze locked on his sculpted cheekbones and strong jaw. “He’s there,” Roxanne said to Toni, even more certain as she said the words aloud.

Toni’s head bobbed. “Where?”

“The left side of the bar.”

“He’s too young.”

“The one next to him.”

“He’s got a—”

“Ponytail, I know.”

“He’s smoking.”

Roxanne had noticed that, too. Her whole body grew numb. Her heart sank. “I was kind of expecting a svelte blond lover,” Toni said.

“Let’s hope it’s not the kid sitting next to him.”

Toni pursed her lips. “No way.”

“That was a joke.” Roxanne watched Gage drum his fingers on the bar. He scowled and shook his head, his ponytail sliding against the collar of his jacket. The sophisticated surface she saw every day had been wiped away, replaced by a dark seediness she’d never before associated with Gage. As if the charming man she knew, the man she lived with, was an act, and this dangerous stranger had risen to take his place.

No woman, but a disguise? Tangled emotions assaulted her—relief, confusion, worry, anger. What the hell was going on?

She’d heard of people having a nervous breakdown. She’d heard from her family many times about crimes of passion, people snapped and hurt the ones closest to them. She’d heard on talk shows about defining moments in a person’s life.

So in that moment of watching Gage frown at the man next to him, of watching her fiancé act like someone else, appear as someone else…something inside her shifted. Changed.

Snapped.

GAGE GLARED at his young, would-be counterfeiter.

“So where is he, Mettles?”

Mettles swallowed, his protruding Adam’s apple shaking. “He said he’d be here.” He glanced around. “But he didn’t sound pleased.”

Gage bit back a nasty remark about waiting for this kid to find his balls. It wouldn’t help to lose his cool. He needed all his nerves to confront Stephano. They’d retired to this more private bar on top of the hotel after a cell phone request by Mettles’s boss, and though the view of the river and city lights was beautiful, the hairs at Gage’s nape twitched.

He turned, expecting to finally come face-to-face with Mettles’s boss, but he only saw other patrons, sipping drinks and talking quietly.

Then he saw her.

At a corner table sat a busty, exotic-looking woman with long, curly dark hair. Gage’s first impulse was hooker. But as he watched her lift her drink to her deep red lips, he saw a gracefulness and sense of style usually not found in ladies of the night.

A rich tourist trolling for excitement, he amended, though something about the woman and her companion struck him as familiar. Had he seen them before? Maybe they’d been in the lobby bar earlier.

Her blond-haired friend noticed his appraisal and gestured at him. The dark beauty glanced at him, then averted her face, for which Gage was glad. He couldn’t afford to attract too much attention. Especially from the type of woman who found the danger emanating from Gage Angelini irresistible.

As nothing seemed to be going right all night, he wasn’t surprised to see, out of the corner of his eye, the two women rising. They laid money on the table, then, after a brief discussion, they parted, the blonde heading out of the bar and the exotic beauty heading straight for him.

“Hell.” He sipped his drink and waited for her approach. Six months working this stupid case, and it was about to be spoiled by some lonely heart.

Her perfume reached him first. Spicy and mysterious, it stirred him more than he’d anticipated.

“Gage?” she said in a smoky voice.

Startled, Gage’s hand jerked. Ice clanged against the crystal.

He turned and met her gaze squarely. Her eyes were a bright emerald green, her skin dark gold, her black jumpsuit filled out with generous curves. He didn’t know her, yet something about her was familiar. Was it the shape of her face? Her expression?

Her mouth pursed in irritation. “What are you doing here?”

The itch on the back of his neck intensified, but he somehow remembered his role. He smiled. “Havin’ a drink, bella. Join me.”

Mettles shifted on his stool.

Gage knew what was going through his mind. My boss isn’t going to like this.

“Move down for the lady, Mettles.”

Mettles moved, and Gage took the beauty’s hand and assisted her onto the stool. The view of her well-endowed cleavage was impressive, but Gage’s brain was too busy spinning a way out of the situation to fully appreciate her body.

“Drink?” he asked her.

She nodded at his glass. “What are you having?”

“Black Jack.”

Her gaze flew to his. “You don’t—” She stopped and smiled seductively. “That’s good for me.”

What was with people tonight? This stuff ate away your stomach lining.

He made the order, but continued to stare at the woman. Something doesn’t click. Something’s off here.

For the first time he wondered if he was being set up. Certainly not by Mettles, but maybe Stephano was testing Gage, looking for a trap himself.

Gage pulled his cigarette case from his inside pocket and offered a smoke to the lady.

Her lip curled disdainfully. “No, thanks.”

He lit the cigarette and expertly pressed a concealed button on the side of the case as he returned it to his pocket. The case doubled as a camera, and he intended to run his lovely lady’s face through the federal criminal database.

He took a drag of the cigarette, fighting the urge to cough. He leaned toward her, speaking so only she could hear. “So, are you going to tell me where I know you from?”

Her full red lips flattened. She practically snarled at him, then she whispered in his ear, “Well, the other night the sex was pretty interesting, even if it was a bit rushed.”

Her voice was different this time, less husky. And he knew it. He knew it very well.

Oh, hell.

3

FOR AN INSTANT, Gage’s whole body stilled, his heart stopped pumping, his brain froze. Leaning back, he stared at his fiancée. “It can’t be,” he muttered.

“Oh, but it is.” She shoved her chest out and dropped her gaze.

Gage, noting she had much more than usual, stared down. There, between the beautiful breasts he’d nipped and tasted a few nights ago, rested the round sapphire pendant he’d given her for her birthday. His gaze jolted back to hers. “Rox—”

She laid her finger over his lips.

“Angelini.”

Gage turned. A tall, slender, silver-haired man—who looked more like a bank executive than a mobster, yet one Gage recognized from surveillance photos—stood at Mettles’s quivering side.

Gage pulled Roxanne off her stool and swept her behind him at the same time he gestured to the man. “Mr…?”

His mouth tipped up on one side. “Stephano,” he said smoothly as he sat, his cold blue gaze straying to sweep over Roxanne and her formfitting pantsuit.

Gage found it difficult to keep anger out of his voice. “What’s your drink?”

“Scotch, neat.” He nodded his head at Roxanne. “I didn’t realize we’d arranged a double date. Though Mettles doesn’t hold a candle to your lady.”

His heart hammering, Gage remembered his role and smiled. “True, but she’s more expensive.”

The mobster chuckled, and Roxanne gasped in outrage.

“Why, you—” she began.

Gage yanked her arm, so she landed with a plop on the bar stool behind him. He faced her, all but grinding his teeth to stay calm and in control.

Her eyes, normally a comforting shade of brown, spit green fire.

She’s in danger. I’ve put her in danger.

Guilt and fear strengthened his resolve. He glided his hand beneath her jaw and pulled his room card from his pocket with the other. “Go down to my suite, baby. I’ll be along later.” He brushed his lips against her cheek and whispered, “Please. I can explain. Please go.”

Stephano clapped him on the shoulder. “Ah, let her stay. A beautiful woman is always a welcome addition to the party.” He smiled lasciviously at Roxanne.

Gage growled low in his throat.

“Don’t like sharing, huh, Angelini?” Stephano threw back most of the contents of his drink, his eyes glowing as he stared at Roxanne. “I could make it worth your while.”

With every ounce of control and experience he possessed, Gage held his cover. Quickly, he assessed all that had occurred since Roxanne had literally walked into this mess, including his surprise at her appearance, which Mettles had no doubt witnessed. “She can be trouble. She was supposed to stay in the room.”

Stephano’s eyes gleamed. “I like trouble.”

Gage raised one eyebrow, as if he was actually considering the disgusting idea of sharing. “Really?”

Roxanne gasped. She raised her hand—to slap him, Gage presumed, but he caught it and kissed the underside of her wrist. “It’d have to be substantial. She’s very good.”

Roxanne tried to yank her hand away, but Gage held tight. She could hit him later, though he couldn’t imagine Roxanne actually going through with the blow.

Stephano threw back his head and laughed. “Ah, I think we’ll work well together, Angelini.”

And, just like that, Gage was in.

While Stephano ordered another drink, Gage slid his hand behind Roxanne’s head, feeling the edge of the wig she wore. He couldn’t help but admire her guts in finding him. He’d known she’d been suspicious of him at lunch, but he’d never dreamed she’d pull something this bold. Remembering her blond companion, he pinned the idea of the disguises on Toni.

And an excellent disguise it was. Fooling him—a ten-year undercover veteran. As if she knew the skills of a pro, she’d altered her appearance significantly, but also latched on to the secret of change—the attitude. Looks alone didn’t complete a deception. The transformation had him hard as a rock.

Roxanne always stirred his lust, but this daring, dark beauty was such a contrast from his normally agreeable, elegant fiancée that he found himself even more aroused than usual. Couples had engaged in role-playing games for centuries, he supposed, though he’d never before seen the interest. Now he had a different view. He longed for the moment he could send her anger over into passion, uncovering her body, cementing his hold on her heart.

It would no doubt take all the finesse he had. But he would hold on to her. She’ll know your secret before the night’s out. She’ll leave you. She’ll hate you.

Maybe. If they lived that long.

He pulled her close, ignoring the panicked racing of his own heart. He’d get her out of there. Safe. Away from the danger and slime he waded in.

Her dusky face turned nearly purple with rage. She wouldn’t meet his gaze. “Come on, baby. You know I was just kidding.” He brushed a light kiss across her lips. Her mouth remained cold and her lower lip trembled.

Oh, damn, he thought as her eyes filled with tears.

“Hang on,” he whispered. “Just play along, Rox. You can do it. Please. We’re in big danger here.”

She sniffed and offered him a barely perceptible nod. That small measure of trust gave him more hope than he probably deserved. Damn him. He never should have involved her in his risky life.

“How about some champagne, baby?” He snapped his fingers at the bartender. “I’ve got some business, then I’ll take you out.”

“Bring the bottle,” Stephano ordered the bartender. “Mettles likes the stuff, too.” Stephano nudged his employee none too gently. “Right?”

Mettles held on to the bar so he wouldn’t fall off the stool. “Yes, sir.”

Stephano frowned as the waiter popped the cork, then poured two glasses. “Too sweet for me.”

Gage held up his hand. “I’ll stick with Black Jack.”

Stephano nodded in approval. “Now, that’s a drink. It’ll put hair on your chest, Mettles.”

“If you say so, sir.”

“Let’s toast.” Stephano raised his glass. The other three held up their drinks. “To success and rolling in the dough.”

“Cheers,” they said as one.

Gage watched Roxanne knock back more than half her glass in one swallow. Roxanne rarely drank. She polished off the rest and held out her flute for more. The bartender obliged, and the wheels in Gage’s brain churned frantically. This was going to go from bad to worse in a matter of minutes if he didn’t get them out of the bar.

But Stephano jumped in. “Mettles, go sit by the lady—” he paused “—hey, Angelini, you never introduced me to your lady.”

“This is—”

“Marina.” Roxanne’s slim arm shot across Gage. She held out her hand, and Stephano kissed the back of it. “Charmed to meet you.”

The tears in her eyes had been replaced by a dreamy glaze. Oh, boy.

“Lovely.” Stephano released her hand. Reluctantly, Gage thought. “Mettles, go entertain the lovely Marina while Gage and I discuss some business.”

Mettles leaped off his stool, and they all slid down to make room for him to sit by Roxanne.

Gage had no idea what she would say to an MIT computer-engineering graduate who programmed mob counterfeiting equipment, but Mettles started off by complimenting her outfit. Counterfeiting and fashion, oh there was an interesting combination.

“Why don’t we meet later for dinner?” he said to Stephano, probably too eagerly, but having Roxanne exposed to these people had every muscle in his body clenched. He couldn’t let them touch her. He couldn’t let this side of his life compromise his future. She deserved much more.

“To celebrate our deal?” Stephano tapped the rim of his glass, looking suddenly like the shrewd mobster Gage knew him to be. “If there is a deal.”

“Of course.” Gage had set up his cover very well. He’d check out, and Stephano would let him in. He just needed to get Roxanne away from the sleaze and danger. “But Marina isn’t much of a party girl. I’ll leave her here.”

Stephano gestured behind Gage, and he turned to see Mettles filling Roxanne’s glass yet again. “She looks like she’s havin’ a good time to me.”

“Mr. Stephano doesn’t like to be disappointed,” Mettles put in nervously.

Stephano smiled. “Yeah. Tell Mr. Angelini what happens to guys who disappoint me.”

Mettles swallowed, glancing around nervously. “They die,” he whispered.

Roxanne knocked over her champagne glass, which Mettles righted just as quickly. She stared at Gage, her eyes wide with horror.

Stephano, of course, laughed.

“Marina would love to join us for dinner,” Gage made himself say, though he had no intention of having Roxanne hang around this investigation. He listened carefully as Stephano turned the conversation back to their deal, his possible percentage, the money he wanted transferred if he decided to let Gage “invest.” Gage activated the recorder concealed in his watch, but didn’t expect to get much. The gangster was careful to use code words and euphemisms, never saying money or plates. The key to the investigation was finding the place where everything was being manufactured, tracing the operation to Stephano, so warrants could be issued and arrests made.

Roxanne tossed her head back, a giggle escaping her mouth. Gage fought to focus on Stephano, wondering how quickly they could escape, and fighting an intensified arousal at her laughter. She had a beautiful mouth, soft, full bottom lip, and when she kissed her way to his ear and bit down…

Oh, man. He shifted on his stool, the tightness of his groin growing uncomfortable.

“How soon do we start?” he asked Stephano, desperate to stay focused.

Stephano’s cagey smile appeared. “Soon.”

Gage thought about his groin. And Roxanne’s lips.

They’d never actually met, but Gage had dreamed. Probably more often than he should. But Roxanne was shy, caring and sweet. Encouraging her to…explore him that way always seemed too…wild. But he still thought about it—a lot.

“I’ve got several deals cooking at the moment,” Stephano went on.

Gage fought for professional detachment. Gambling? Drugs? Prostitution? All of it sickened him. At some point, would he become sick with himself? “I’m sure,” he said, striving for a bored, jaded tone.

“You know I’m particular about business.”

Gage met the man’s chilling eyes. “Yes.”

“I know you only by reputation.”

Gage nodded.

“I’m definitely considering moving on this deal, but don’t screw with me.” He paused. “As Mettles said, I can be…difficult.”

Recognizing the warning, the cold-bloodedness not even vaguely disguised, Gage clenched his glass. His head spun, though not from alcohol. He’d poured most of his drinks with Mettles into a nearby plant. The implications of the last few minutes had rattled his thoughts. His personal life and his professional life had merged. His worst nightmare.

“We’ll suit each other,” Gage said, then downed the rest of the drink.

Stephano rose. “You and your lady freshen up. We’ll meet in the lobby in an hour.”

Gage lit a cigarette—his nerves might actually need the tobacco at this point. “Sure.”

“We’ll celebrate. There’s a great Italian restaurant on Chartres Street. We’ll take my limo and relax.”

Trapped in a dark car with a mobster heading to an Italian restaurant. Holy hell, when had his life become an episode of The Sopranos? “Sure.”

Stephano smiled at Roxanne. “I’ll see you at dinner, Marina.”

Her gaze rose slowly. Gage noted her large, black pupils and the exaggerated way she lifted her hand to pat Stephano’s cheek—and swore, internally and viscously.

“Sure, honey,” she said, then gulped a swallow of champagne.

Stephano smiled, then kissed the back of her hand. His gaze lingered on Roxanne’s longer than necessary. “An hour. Mettles, with me.” He strode off.

Fists clenched, Gage stood next to his fiancée—the delicate flower he’d fought so hard to protect. And miserably failed. “Let’s go.”

She plopped down her champagne flute and slid off the stool. “Sure, Gage, baby. This has been a blast.”

She wasn’t so tipsy that she couldn’t inject a tone of sarcasm into her words. Even as Gage admired her guts, he tossed a few bills on the bar and wondered how he’d ever manage to save the best—really the only—relationship in his life.

SOMEWHERE BETWEEN fuzzy fear and hot rage, Roxanne stood back to let Gage unlock his room. He eased the door open and nodded for her to go in first.

Her gaze bounced around the elegant, sunken living area, noting the bedroom off to the left. Blinking back tears, her gaze latched on to the windows across the suite. She moved toward them, laying her palm against the cool glass, staring at the lights below.

The whole night seemed a dream. Or a nightmare. She couldn’t even remember how much time had passed since she’d watched her reflection in the mirror as Toni had transformed her from a pale, plain redhead into an exotic Gypsy.

Toni. At least she’d had the sense—maybe premonition—to send her friend out of the bar. She’d wanted to confront Gage alone.

“I need to call Toni. She’s waiting downstairs.”

Gage laid his hand on her shoulder. “I’ll—”

She shrugged. “Don’t touch me.”

Silence. Then his hand fell away. His breathing seemed the only sound to fill the room, and she longed to turn and find his gaze. But those eyes had looked into hers and lied too often.

“I’ll get you down there,” he said. “You can leave.”

She nodded. But she had questions first.

She might not like her dad’s and siblings’ jobs, she might distance herself from anything relating to their work, she might still grieve for the tragic, unnecessary loss of her gentle mother, but she hadn’t spent twenty years in the Lewis household wearing blinders.

Gage wearing a disguise. That Stephano character with his dead eyes. She wanted to laugh. Hysterically. Her fears of infidelity seemed so distant. The reality might be much, much worse.

Beneath the dull layer of alcohol, her stomach churned. “Who are you, Gage?” she asked quietly.

He sighed. Then, as she sensed him moving away from her, she turned. He paced alongside the glass and chrome coffee table. His long legs ate up the distance quickly, and even as she wanted to throw something at him, she had to admire his profile—the strong jaw, the broad shoulder, the curve of his tight backside. As long as she lived, she doubted she’d ever find a man she wanted as much. Before tonight, she’d even thought she loved him.

But now betrayal and anger and fear vibrated in her veins. She fought to stay calm. She wanted to give him time to explain. Though how any of this could make sense, she couldn’t imagine.

He stopped finally. He stared directly at her. Their gazes locked—brown to green, instead of silver to gold. She wanted to scream at the deception. “Dammit, Gage, what the hell is going on?”

“I’m a cop. A Secret Service agent working undercover for the Enforcement Division of the United States Treasury Department.”

Her heart jumped. “Come again?”

He disappeared into the bedroom, then returned moments later, holding out a badge: Gage C. Dabon, U.S. Treasury.

“Secret Service agents protect the president.”

“That’s only one of our functions. The ATF and the Customs Service fall under the Treasury Department. We also investigate a variety of financial crimes.”

Light-headed, knowing it wasn’t the champagne, she raised her gaze to his. “What does the ‘C’ stand for?” She didn’t know her own fiancé’s middle name. How ridiculous was that?

His mouth tipped up on one side. “Colin. After my father. He’s my boss.” He paused. “He reports directly to the undersecretary of enforcement.”

He’d told her his mom and dad had retired to a planned golf community in Florida. Was anything they’d shared real? Would she ever really know? Did she even care?

Gage is a cop. A federal cop. A bark of laughter escaped. Then another. She sank to the floor.

Gage knelt beside her. “You’re upset.”

“You bet your sweet ass I am.”

“And pissed. You’ve cussed at me twice in the last minute.”

“You deserved it.”

His eyes flashed—with regret, with other emotions. Deeper feelings? Or was that, too, a lie? “I’m sorry.”

She glanced at their joined hands, then back to his face. “I’m not sure I believe you.”

He flinched. “It’ll never be the same, will it?”

“No,” she said slowly, her breath catching in her throat, knowing she’d certainly never be the same. “I don’t think it will.”

As she concentrated on controlling her breathing, some part of her started to accept the situation. Gage wasn’t a banker. He didn’t trade stocks or advise on investment strategies. He’d lied to her with every breath he’d taken. That dangerous side she’d sensed was a reality, not a sexual fantasy she’d imagined. Her thoughts in the bar came back to her…as if the charming man she knew, the man she lived with was an act, and this dangerous stranger had risen to take his place.

That was the reality. She drew a breath, then let the air seep. As she rose to her feet, his arms slid around her, and the tension in the room suddenly changed. She remembered way too many nights of whispered passion and shared need. One controlled stroke of his fingers could bring her completion like she’d never known before. Rolling waves of fulfillment, a gasp of surprise. Her stomach clenched at the thought. Warmth sparked between her legs, then spread outward. With him moving inside her, she’d felt powerful, invulnerable.

She wanted that feeling again.

But her world had spun completely around, and he’d caused the pain. No matter how she longed to touch him, she kept her arms stiff at her sides.

“I’m so sorry I dragged you into this, Rox.”

“I’m sure.”

His hands roamed her back. “Surely you understand why I couldn’t tell you.”

She stepped back. “I don’t.” Then, she added, “I understand why you didn’t at first, but not after we got…close.” Intimate. Supposedly in love. “But not later. We were supposed to be married, Gage.”

He went very still. “Were?”

She’d already put their relationship in the past, she realized. In an effort to convince him? Or herself?

But she wasn’t going there. Too many other problems and questions and lies lay between them. “What about Mettles and Stephano? Who are they?”

“It’s a case. I can’t really divulge—”

She jabbed her finger in his chest. “Well, you’d better start divulging, buddy. I’m not leaving here until I know what the hell is going on.”

He winced. “More cussing?”

She scowled. “I’m in the middle of this mess. Start spilling.”

His face turned stony. “No, you’re not.”

Roxanne wasn’t about to debate the point at the moment, but she’d landed herself in a dangerous mess and escape wasn’t going to be easy. “You owe me an explanation.”

He stared at her silently as the air conditioner clicked on. Finally, he slid his hands into his pockets and said, “I’m investigating a counterfeiting operation. Stephano is the ringleader.”

“And Mettles?”

“Clark Mettles is the brains.”

“You’re kidding.”

“An MIT-educated engineer who thinks crime does pay.”

Disgusted, Roxanne shook her head. “Kids today.”

“We think alike, babe.”

She stiffened. They were so little alike, she wanted to cry.

He crossed to the black, marble-topped bar, then poured himself a drink. “You want something?”

She rubbed her temples. “No. Yes. Coffee.” Sinking onto the sofa, she sighed and wondered if the caffeine would help her get her thoughts in order or just make her jumpy and irritable. “And Gage Angelini?”

“A less than honest, but wealthy businessman willing to invest in the project for a cut of the profits.” He started the coffee, then crossed the room, sitting on the table in front of her. “Is my cover worse than finding out I’m a cop?”

She stared down at her hands, linking her fingers to stop the shaking, then glanced up to find his serious gaze on her face. She’d shared her negative views about loved ones in law enforcement many times. She may have even said she’d never date a cop. “I’m not sure,” she said finally.

He rolled his crystal glass between his hands and said nothing.

From the angle of his body, with his head bowed, his ponytail caught her attention. Truthfully—and God knew she needed a bit of truth at the moment—it fascinated her. Discovering that dark side truly existed, and probably defined the real him, was enticing, tempting her far more than it should.

He lied to you, her conscious reminded her. He’s made a fool of you. He doesn’t care about you. He’s using you…. Though for what she couldn’t imagine.

She shook away these thoughts and concentrated on the ponytail. It had to be fake, of course. Gage’s hair was trimmed conservatively whenever she saw him. She found herself wondering how he’d attached the ponytail and longed to thread her fingers through the black, silky-looking strands. She lifted her hand to—

“It’s an extension.”

She jerked her hand back, embarrassed he’d caught her staring and that she’d nearly touched him. This man was a stranger. He’d lied. He’d proposed. Then he’d lied some more. None of this was real. Nothing about him was real.

“What?” she asked, as if she didn’t know he’d responded to her unspoken curiosity.

“The ponytail. It’s a hair piece woven into the back of my hair.” He set his glass aside, then wrapped a long, curly strand of her black hair around his finger. “A wig, I guess.”

“Of course. You’re wearing dark brown contacts.”

He nodded. “And green for you. Toni’s idea, I assume.”

“Her shop came in handy.”

“You sensed something today at lunch.”

She pressed her lips together for a second. She should have known she wasn’t fooling him. “She saw you in the Quarter last night. This case, I guess.”

“What are the odds?” He shook his head, as if the path they’d traveled to get here was irrelevant. And, in a weird way, it was. “I was arranging with a minor player to meet Mettles,” he continued as his hand slid to cup her face, his eyes darkened with tenderness. “I’m so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you.”

He had. She knew it. He knew it. It seemed ridiculous to deny her feelings.

He rubbed the pad of his thumb across her cheekbone, sending sparks shooting down her body, even as she longed for the strength to pull away. “The dusky makeup really completes the look.” His eyes turned dark, smoky. A look of desire she recognized all too well. “If I didn’t know you…”

What? she wanted to ask. What would you do with me? To me? Even as an illicit thrill raced through her at the idea of actually being able to pick up Gage at a bar, take him back to her hotel room and explore his body well into the night, she wondered if a woman that confident would have accepted and been fooled by his lies.

“Tanning cream and bronzing powder,” she said.

His gaze slid down her body, lingering on the plunging neckline. “You two looked like tourists on the make.”

Surprising pleasure rushed through her, and she remembered those first few moments after she’d approached him. He’d had no idea who she was. Gage Dabon, savvy, hardened—he’d always seemed hardened, even as a banker—experienced Secret Service agent fooled by Roxanne the quiet accountant. “We certainly convinced you.”

“You did,” he admitted, though he seemed reluctant. “The attitude sent the disguise over the top. You were bold.”

She had kind of gone full force with the Mysterious Mediterranean Marina thing. “Really?”

His thumb, stroking her face, brushed her earlobe. His white teeth flashed in a knowing smile. Even with the slick ponytail and brown eyes—maybe even because of them—he made her libido hum a merry tune. “Mmm. Bold and adventurous.”

Hunger rolled off him. He wanted her. Really. Now. The fact that she could want him so much in return should have worried her. Instead, she felt strong. “You liked it?”

His hot breath brushed her cheek. “Very much.”

“Was I sexy?”

“Oh, yeah.” He leaned forward, his lips a breath from hers. “Totally unlike yourself.”

As his warm, persuasive mouth settled on hers, she desperately wanted to sink into him, forget the circumstances that had brought them to this place, indulge in unrelenting, overwhelming passion. She recalled his gentle, then sometimes demanding, touch. The waves of satisfaction he alone could bring. But his words seeped into her brain.

Sexy…Totally unlike yourself.

She planted her hand on his shoulder and shoved. Hard. “I don’t think so,” she said confidently, rising.

Maybe it was the “Marina” disguise, maybe she’d tapped into some hidden inner strength, or maybe she was just completely pissed off, but she found the assurance to move away from him. A month ago, a week ago, hell, an hour ago, she would have let him pull her under the spell of passion. But not now. Maybe not—she drew a deep breath—ever.

The trust she’d had in him had been shattered tonight. And she’d never let him break her heart again. No matter what else happened, he was a cop. She’d held up her part in the deception earlier, but the moment they were safe…bye, bye, baby.

“I thought you were cheating on me,” she said, facing him, her arms crossed over her chest.

Gage clenched his jaw. How could she think—

He stopped himself. She’d thought a great deal about him tonight—and none of it good. “I’m not—I wouldn’t—” Damn, given his deception, no response sounded right. And he feared nothing in his life would ever seem right again. Still reeling from her rejection of his touch, his brain buzzed with plans to bind her to him, even as another part of him scrambled to find a way to save his investigation. We were supposed to be married.

They would be married.

And he would get Stephano.

“I’m not that kind of man?” she asked in a mocking tone he’d never envisioned her thinking, much less voicing. “I wouldn’t cheat on you? I wouldn’t lie to you?”

As she spun away, he took a step toward her. “Roxanne, I—” Didn’t mean to lie to you? To hurt you? He’d known he was doing those things and did them anyway. Denying his actions seemed petty and worthless. The coffee hissed into the pot, punctuating the silence with monotony. “I’ll get the coffee.”

He retrieved a steaming cup, adding cream and sugar as she liked, all the while rolling plans around his brain. He had to get her out of the hotel undetected. And she had to be long gone before the meeting with Stephano. He wouldn’t let that oily mobster get his grimy hands on Roxanne. Somehow, he’d finesse his way through the man’s anger at being denied her presence.

Oh, yeah, then he had to save the only relationship he gave a damn about.

You can do all that in your sleep, Gage.

Right.

As he carried coffee to Roxanne, he prioritized his plans—first, her safety, then Stephano, then relationship. He handed her the mug. “We need to get all that off you.”

Sipping her coffee, she lifted her eyebrows. “Think again.”

No sex. He fought a wince over that bit of reality. Roxanne had never refused him, but at the moment her safety was a priority. He had to stop acting like a man and start acting like a cop. “I meant the costume.” He retrieved shorts and a shirt from the bedroom. “Put these on. If any of Stephano’s goons spot us, they won’t recognize you.”

She nodded and started toward the bedroom. Then she stopped. “What will Stephano do when I don’t show up in the lobby?”

Gage shrugged, though the volatile mobster wasn’t exactly known for his graciousness. It was rumored he’d once cut off an associate’s thumb with a switchblade for bringing Stephano the wrong brand of scotch. “He’ll get over it.”

“Come on, Gage. He’s not going to just say, ‘Gee, that’s too bad,’ when you tell him I’m not coming to dinner. You heard Mettles. He’ll kill you.”

“I’ll tell him we had a fight and you ran out on me.”

She frowned. “Won’t that look like you can’t control me?”

“I don’t want to control you.”

She sighed and walked toward him.

The woman certainly had some kind of walk in that cat suit. Sweat popped out on his forehead.

“I know you don’t want to control me me, but you want the mob to think you can control Marina me. It’s a loss-of-manly-respect thing.” She angled her head. “Are you sure you’ve done this before?”

Irritated, he snapped, “Of course I’ve done this before. How do you know about the mob and their codes?”

“I’ve lived with cops all my life. You tend to absorb some of that stuff between pass the potatoes at the dinner table.”

Who was this creature? Certainly not his Roxanne. Shy, sweet Roxanne who blushed prettily when he whispered sexual suggestions in her ear and liked to attend the ballet and symphony. His Roxanne didn’t calmly discuss the intricacies of mob retaliations.

But as he looked at her ultralong, dark hair, dusky skin and the determination shining out of her green eyes, he reminded himself nothing would ever be the same after tonight. “It’ll be fine. I’ll work it out.”

Concern crossed her face. “What if you don’t?” She paused. “Or can’t?”

“Worried about me, Rox?”

She said nothing for a moment, and, ridiculously, Gage found himself wanting her to throw her arms around him and sob against his chest. He wanted her to be worried. He wanted so very much for her to truly care. Would that weakness get them killed?

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